Black and White part 4

I ran up to the doctors. I looked at them and asked “He’s not dead is he? Please tell me he isn’t dead!” The doctor looked down and I knew what that meant. I fell down and started crying. Noah was barking at the men.Then a car pulled up. It was Rachel and Alex.1

“Terra!” Alex called out my name. They kneeled down next to me. “Is everything ok? Did anyone get hurt?” Rachel asked.2

“He’s dead. My dad is dead! I couldn’t even help him! Everything bad always happens around me! Why?!” I screamed out. Alex and Rachel stood there silently. “Were sorry.” Is all they could say. I took off running. Alex and Rachel just watched me.3

I ran far. I couldn’t decide where to go. I just wanted to get away from all this. I ran to the forest the one surrounded by the creek.4

My phone began to vibrate. The caller ID. Showed unknown caller. I flipped it open. “Hello?” I said.5

“Terra?” The voice sounded familiar. “Is this Dimitri? Where did you get my number?” I replied wiping tears off my cheeks.6

“Are you ok? You sound like you’re crying.” He asked completely ignoring my question. I just stayed quiet. Still holding my phone up to my head. “Terra, please say something.” He begged.7

“Click.” I hung up my phone. I started to hear a car drive by slowly. The sound of doors opening nd closing. Feet jumping across the creek. I slowly walked to a hollowed out tree made by me when I was younger. I ducked my hed in my knees hoping they wouldn’t find me. As the steps grew louder my breathing grew more and more faint. I heard the steps stop as if they were right behind me. I completely stopped my breathing and froze. It was a long wait. The footsteps went away slowly. As soon as I heard the doors shut I realeased my breath and broke down crying.8

I burried my head into my knees. “I wish I was dead.” Those were the thoughts that were going through my head. Why do these things happen? Why is it always me?! I wish I could erase myself. I bet everyone’s lives would be so much easier if I just died and disappearred. I layed down and started crying.9

I stopped crying an hour later. I saw something shiny also laying in the grass. I reached out and grabbed it. It was a glass beer bottle. I lifted it slowly then I slammed it against my arm. Some of the glass shards flew in the air. I flinched greatly at the pain. My arm was beeding abundantly. There were five pieces of glass inside my arm.10

All of the sudden the pain just stopped. “Terra!” I turned around to see who it was. It was Dimitri. How did he find me? I stood up and walked out of the big oak. “Dimitri,” I called. “Help me.”11

“Holy shit!” He jumped and yelled after seeing my arm. “What did you do?!”He yelled. My heart started to race and my breathing got worse. I was shaking. I started to fall but, Dimitri grabbed me before I hit the floor. All I remember was his voice begging me to be alright. Then I blacked out.