Thursday

Thursday was the day my mom hit me. I cussed her out in a raging yelling fit and she tried to get me put into Ketler.(a mental ward) My boyfriend was on the phone and heard her yelling at me and everything, and had my sister come over with her boyfriend. My mom was trying to get Erin out and my step dad said to Jake "You don't belong here." I yelled at him, "You don't fucking belong here!!" He said he accepted me as his child when he married my mom. I told him she married him, not me. He was like, I'm your father. I said, no your not! My father is in Litchfield! I called my mom a fucking bitch and just let it all out. Pain I've been holding for six years was let out a little bit. I honestly think I went temporarily insane. I was giggling, then crying right after. Anyway, I went to my real dad's house and I'm moving in with him in Litchfield 35 miles away. He is going to get custody of me as soon as possible and get me out of this hell, thank god. So here I am for a little bit, back at home waiting for my grandma to pick me up after she went to play cards with her friends. All I'm getting is hatred. And my mom literally just had me get on my knees in front of her so she could hold my hand and tell me how sorry she was and how she loved me. Then she said, "I hope you don't think I hit you, I just smacked you." That pissed me off so bad. Fucking dumb bitch. She doesn't know yet that I'm leaving. TeeHee.1