Guilt

Dear My Beloved Jacob,1

You are my best friend, never ever forget that because if you do, everything will come crashing down and our friendship would end, and that wouldn't be fair for either of us. Also remember that I love you, more than life itself and nothing can ever EVER interfere with that in a million years. I did what I thought was best for both of us, we had problems in our relationship and I think both of us saw that. Don't try to change for me, because you shouldn't have to change for anyone, especially not for me. I'm here for you always, no matter what you do or say. I'm not blaming you for the problems in our relationship, we just simply were not meant to be in this world, and we're better off apart. You have no idea how hard it is to admit that, but it's the truth. Jacob, you know that I care for you and love you as my best friend, and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you. And Tim, yes I do love Tim, but I want you to know that he had absolutely nothing to do with our depart. We had problems, and those problems did not include Tim. Just please don't ever forget me, and always remember that I'm here for you, for ever and ever.2

Love, Lily <3