My laptop laid next to me on my bed playing that song over and over. I had to forget everything about today.2
SHE gave me another note during lunch. I was having a good day for once and even though I hate the math teacher still, she's a stupid bit,ch. She said I had made my former friend sad again that I had ruined her chance for a date. Bull
. I had only denied she had a crush on him and that she did not want to ask him but she would go if he asked. He's like a little brother to me and annoys the crap out of me, but he's my somewhat friend. But he had only seen my former friend as a sister like figure to him. Now she hates me again. Again I'm getting glares and whispers and notes. I even got shoved into the lockers. I hate my goddanm life.3The lyrics of the song suddenly ended my blood boil.4
"And you say just be here now forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin, just let me throw one more dice I know I can win, Just waiting for my new life to begin"5
I can't give up yet I'll just ignore it for now. Yeah I know "don't run away from your problems it makes it worse". But facing this problem would make it worse that's what happened when my former friend tried to help HER with her "problem". SHE wasn't lonely SHE just couldn't face the fact she had to keep the hell away out of somepeople's lives. she just buried herself in her sorrows more by talking about it to HER ignoring her other friends and goin around with HER everytime she could. And when I would glance at them they would be texting in a corner sad, to the boys that had caused the problem.6
God
. Tears started to race down my face again.7"Facedown in the dirt she says this doesn't hurt..."
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