idk wat 2 think

Ok so da update, yea i went out with him and at first everything was normal and fine but den it got me thinkn at points dat sumthings feel completely different. i points i wanted 2 break up with him and den i dont. I believe a person can change even doe everybody warned me about dis person. but i wanted 2 see by myself1

no its not wat everybody said. but one of dem were rite n dey said he plays wit ur heart n he basicalli did. so wen he broke up wit mi i wasnt realli sad or anythin actualii i didnt feel anythin at all just at patheticness of da same excuse all guys give2

but at least he admitted dan i cud find sum1 better dan him3

i felt like he was hindin sumthin he didnt want me 2 find out n he new i probably wud. i also think i aint feel anythin cuz on saturday we was at a party n he was actin weird4

n he ended givin a kiss 2 da bday girl on lips den me i was thinkn wth was dat5

he says wit was promised bday gift6

so it just got me thinkn7

so now dat i listen 2 a song dat i havent heard since auust which was wen i started talkin 2 him everythin came all shady8

n sum of da things he said had 2 b a lie9

i just wonder if da things dat he said dat r most memerable 2 me aint a lie10

i realli liked him n he says he makes alot of mistakes and i can find sum1 better . dat just left me speechless11

ok wat like wat were da mistakes now nufin feels da same dat song just makes me think of everythin dat happened between me n him. i just hope i can move on n i no i will once i competely see his tru reason.i just hate how much i liked him.i still do but idk hope if n probably become better friends dis wont trace bak. dam i new it wasnt gonna work y did i even test it but dats life u gotta take chances.so dats da end well not reallliiii but deres alot more but i dont have time 2 express eveerythin i onliii rite dese stories so i can clear my mind dats y in dis story its all slag riten, but dis helps clear my mind.well im off 2 bed n hope i can rest