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I want to be pissed. I want to get angry. I feel so confused. The people who love me tell me he's an ass. I know he is and I know he's wrong. I'm a good person. I didn't know things like this could be real. But this is as real as it gets. And it hurts. It hurts bad. 23
I like him so much. I guess he was my first love. But he is such a F-ing B1tch! Uhg. I don't know what to do or say around him. He's taller than me. Six foot three with brown hair. He's tanner than I am by a bit. 45
I'm five foot two. So he's about a foot and an inch taller than me. I like tall guys. He makes me feel small and girlie even though I'm a redneck sort of. I am a tomboy with the body of a girl. I'm not vain. But I do think I'm pretty. I'm fine with my body. 67
But that's not why I'm ranting. I'm mad because he dumped me and for another girl. This girl probably said no to him. I feel in love with him. OMG! seriously my first LOVE! its real. I couldn't believe it myself. I thought love was just when you cared about someone a lot. I don't think I'll get over this for a while. 89
I cried for him. CRIED! I never cry over a guy. But I cried over him. And you want to know why? because he sent me a dear f-ing john letter. How pathetic. All of this over text. I don't know what to do anymore. Because I love him. My parents hate him because he hurt me. My friends say he should die for the way he treated me.1011
But he asked me out again and I said yes. I have a feeling its wrong and I don't know how to go about this. I need help. This is real life and I need advice.12
A contest entry
- Heartbreak by dancer..
600 points, ended October 29, 20 entries
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This is all real and happening to me... please comment.
Comments
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Hmm...the first and formal, "Thank you for entering my contest."
Now...let's think. I cannot pretend that to be "adult-like" and preach to you about how if he treated you badly...you shouldn't go out with him. I can merely offer some advice...'
When you look at one's situation...you must consider everything. You have to consider to what degree he treated you. You don't want to be in a physically abusive relationship, and you don't want to be an "I'm-second-best" kind of relationship.
You really just have to pull him aside and talk to him. Talk it out and make sure that both of you are on the same side. If you just say yes and it happens again, no matter whether you're still in love with him or not...you cannot go out with him. A guy who treats you like crap once normally, will do it again if you don't do something about it.
If you need anymore advice, feel free to message me!
-dancer.

