Never Ending

Never Ending1

Every day I wake up and look into the mirror and say to myself, you fat bugger why are you so fat, loses some weight ok.2

After all that, I get dressed and down stairs and eat a very small breakfast. I sit in a chair for 30 minutes in the dark, waiting for my sister whom I hate and my mum to wake up.3

Every day my mum asks me if I’m o.k. I just tell her, stay out of my life and it's been like that for five years. My sister is the type of girl that thinks she great but she will never know the truth because she's too stupid to see it. I just block her out, like when she try’s to talk to me I just walk right past her.4

Every day my mum takes me, my sister and my friend Johnny to school, When were all in the car, I talk to Johnny about what i feel like but sometimes I just sit and stair out the window, just thinking about how life is going to screw me over today.5

When were at school, me and Johnny walk to are class and in every one of my class I just sit with my so called friends and just listen to the teacher go on and on. About the stupid stuff that comes out there mouth, all I wont is to be left alone.6

At break time, my so-called friends and me hang around the music block. My friends eat their lunch or snacks, as I eat bugger all, I don’t eat much because I chose not to. We talk and do whatever happens. There is also I girl that I like in this school and she likes me, well I think she dose. I've been on two dates with her and I’m shocked she has stayed with me this long.7

I'm shouch a loser8

The other lessons with have before lunch, I do the same as the ones before, but when it comes to P.E. I try in that lesson because it helps my fitness. The so-called chavs are always having a go at me in school and P.E. I wish I could just kill them all.9

Lunchtime I look after the music block, I stay inside and makes sure people aren't doing anything wrong. Sometimes my friends come inside and we talk.10

When I get home I sometimes go out with my so called friends, but they never knock for me, so I’m mostly sitting in the dark, are in my garage playing my music laud and training.11

I don’t eat that much, but sometimes I do, if I’m not doing anything I just sit and think of life.12

When it comes to dinner I have to eat it or my family will notice me. My brother comes into my room sometimes to say hi, but I don’t see the point he's a moron. When it comes to sleeping I try but if I don’t I don’t. I close my eyes hoping not to wake up the next day because I just cant to asked to go on with life.13

But I wake up and it starts all over again.14