Well today wasn't so bad at school, everything is still just a blur. I can barely remember a thing... it's almost scary how quickly everything fades from my mind.1
I just go tout of the bathtub... 1.5 hours of pure bliss. Music playing, my book. Everything was perfect... until I glanced into the mirror. *sigh* oh well. My hair feels fine... really really thin, my face and body, soft and pale. Heather commented on how pale my wrists are. She also said something about how my one crimson cut on my wrist stands out. I don't know what I said, there is my terrible memory again, but it was nothing meaningful...those comments just happened to have stood out.2
I suppose before i move deep into school day I should tell of last night.3
I ripped apart one of my razors, I'd never done that before, or used a razor blade. But this time I did.. and my result was instant blood. I was quite surprised. Oh well neways, I cut my stomach and my arms and then went to bed.. then I noticed after a long time I was still bleeding. It took awhile for it to stop. Anyways yeah I know it seems insignificant but I thought about ti alot today...4
KK so school was lame, Mr.V was weird. Mr. Lepp was funny...but weird.5
ummm I just erased all of what I had written so lets try again.6
School wax basically gay but I think Damion is mad at me cuz I didn't kiss him cuz I was scared.7
That's a summery of about 30 lines with the complete story.8
Also I might get to have Damion's orange shirt, the first one I ever saw him in.9
Also he slapped my ass.10
Wow that was really fast in comparison.11
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good job
CASSIE U NEED TO STOP CUTTING!!! AND ME AS A FRIEND I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHINg. i k no i can help. i mean for god sakes i helped eric. come on cassie. please tell me this shit. or else im wortheless.!!!! btw im going to need u on next thursday. doubt that you'll stay on for me...
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