I don't like what I see
In the mirror
Staring back at me.1
That person on the outside
Is strong, brave and composed.
But on the inside
Is another story completely.2
She feels she doesn't deserve
All the praise that she recieves.3
She's weak, nervous and scared
Not knowing where to go.4
She has forgotten how
To stand on her own
And fight by herself as well.5
She leans on others
And claims to be fine
When really she's falling apart.6
She denied she needed help
And let it collapse on top of her.7
It crushes and suffocates her
While she's drowning in tears
That never come out and to release.8
Yes, that person is me
And this is my cry for help.
Author notes
wrote this today after a realization and a serious talk with a good friend.
Comments
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Well, Sam...this is as good a cry as any. It was painful and your emotion truly showed in this. I wonder what it is in your life to make you feel so dark and i hope that whatever it is, you see that you are so young and that you have so much life left to live.
Try to see and feel all the good life has to offer. Life is just too short.
Good write.
I'm open to talk anytime.
Rian
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Sam are you okay? What's wrong? Call me as soon as you can if you need to talk. I'm here for you. I jus want you to know that you are extremely beautiful and wonderful of a person.
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