Rant.

Before you read this I've got to warn you, it contains a lot of randomness and I might loose you half way through, but I'll go on anyway...1

Lately, my life has been very boring (yeah, I hear you, whoop de do)2

and I've had a case of writers block. Nothing has been able to inspire me and life has been dull. So, I thought something may be bothering me and I decided to type up all the things that bother me.3

.My art teacher, when I see him I feel like picking up an overly sharpened pencil and through it into his heart like a javelin.4

.My mum is still going on about the green thing and is determined to put matching paint in the living room.5

.She even bought matching glasses and paintings to decorate the room and plans on buying a carpet. 6

.My dad will lose his job after Christmas (he's self-employed so work is getting harder and harder to find) so tension is always around mum and I can't do anything without her having a go at me.7

.I don't know why, but this guy I know (I'm not naming names) has been acting weird around me lately. No, he's not my friend and I don't know him all that well. Like in art, while I was imagining a bomb dropping on the teacher, he said hi to me and started up a totally random conversation about sofas.8

And, the next day he say nothing to me but he kept looking at me and blushing... Maybe he was looking at someone else, but there were all empty seats around me. 9

.My ex-crush (not the same guy as above) admitted to me he liked someone else so now I'm over him. But this other guy I know (this ones my best friends ex-boyfriend and my friends friend) looked up when me and my friends were having a laugh and joking that I fancy some guy (I don't even talk to that guy and no I don't have a crush on him).10

Hes also been looking at me and acting weird lately, most people say we'd make a good couple but I don't think so.11

Man, life is complicated, isn't it? Now onto the friend problems...12

.My best friend (who's ex keeps looking at me) keeps joking horribly about me and saying I live in a box behind netto and that my hair looks like its been through a bush, at every chance she can.13

.My other friend (I have loads!) cheered me up by telling me (in secret because she doesn't trust anyone else) she found true love in Pakistan and he loves her too. They plan on getting married when she's sixteen. 14

I'm happy for her but I wish guys were all like that; he sends her texts in their language and calls every night! What a guy, huh?15

.My other friend (who's like my next best mate) bitches at me every minute and disagrees with me all the time.16

.My new friend (who my second best friend introduced to us all) is nice but doesn't realize that the others bitch at me and she just laughs along. I can't tell her anything because I know she'll just think I'm lying.17

.My quietest friend is the smartest girl I know and she's the only one who knows all of the above (not the guy problems though, I don't think I can tell her that) and is one of the two people I can trust (the other is the one who found true love).18

But I think she's close to blabbing, my best friend thinks she knows something and keeps giving her dirty looks.19

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