Deviations Amongst A Tainted Rapture (Test)

Rambles purely and Soley for whatever purpose they serve.1

Chapter 12

Everything spilled of current depth.3

Authors Note4

Listen I don't give two fucks what you think about my opions, theories, beliefs, or whatever the fuck you wish to call them. What you think of me, my work, my thoughts does not fucking matter to me or anything to that degree. Spelling, Cursing, Grammar, I REALLY DO NOT FUCKING CARE. This is my world, not yours. If I spell something wrong because my mind tells sends impulses to my fingers to do so, well then that sucks for whomever dislikes it. Cursing is a constant in my world, easily used to express emotion, points to ideas, or better yet because I FUCKING say. Grammar isn't anything I really ever have given a damn about, I can use words to whatever tense, form, phrasing and with whatever punctuation I please soley because this is my writing style and I have been given this power through the magic of a computer. I am a dick, I am arrogant, conceded, contradictive (Oh how you could never believe, and a whole bunch of shit I don't really give a damn to type at this point. 5

Simply stated, if you are easily offended, stuck up, over zealous about your beliefs, or anything resembling such then you will hate me and my work.6

Typical, Simplistic, Unmolded ignorance ~ Childhood ~7

The usual blissful state where you never quite understand the world as it lays, even if you get the pieces the puzzle is far to avoidant of mind. Countless souls have views, opinions, and ideals about things as simplistic yet chaotic as childhood, fuck them all. Children pure and innocent. . . Bullshit, no soul is good or bad. Souls are simply souls with their purpose to drive off desire and pain, two main principles of life that cannot will not ever change. Childhood lies just as devious as adulthood only without such power and reasoning, if reasoning is what you would refer it as. Childhood is simply the begining of a game where you must as in many you must find weapons (Seclusion), gain new abilities (Understanding), and solve puzzles (Expanding) [All basic examples]. Childhood is vulnerable to any form of attack and in such ever soul suffers such damage no matter how sheltered. Hate, Greed, Caring (NOT LOVE), Anger, and multiples of such are all built in things, to say hate is taught is more BULLSHIT. . . for hate can be adapted to new degrees but never extinguished of a soul. Questioning "NOT LOVE" simplistically figured. Love is a falsity, caring is not, because it is taught through fairy tales and stories. Caring is not love, love is a fake form of caring. Love is the ideals of prince charming, living happily ever after, and completely derived of Hope. Caring is far greater then love, however I love you fits society better after being placed in such a mind set. Even my own words have spilled of I love you, better to my terms I fucking love you. Childhood is a world full of imprinted ideals, words, beliefs, and other ignorancies; after childhood things can be altered and changed holding the correct mind set.8