She says that all of her friends from home were toxic to her. And that hurts me. I guess maybe I was/am clingy. Am I? I don't know. I only tried to be nice and supportive, to be there for her. I guess maybe this is better. I will never be able to forget her but she never did treat me "right". She didn't treat me like I deserved. I still can't really really admit it, but it was an unhealthy relationship and I can see that now. But I want to start over. I still want to be friends with her again. We'll see if it happens though. I could just be too toxic and too bad a friend for her.1
Frick.
