Looking through your eyes

Chapter 1: Foolish girl
August 12th, 20051

A painful feeling of sorrow as I watched her car pull away, but a new feeling of love replaced my anger. From that point of losing the one I like, it turns out to be a deeper feeling. One I never felt till she came along. Love. Tears threatened to pour down my face but I held it in. I knew she just wanted to be happy, and I'll die the day she doesn't need me anymore. Chloe was and still is my very best friend, And now she's planning to runaway and get married to her boyfriend of seven months. My name is Jacob Moore, I'm 18 and Chloe rederwood  is 17 years old. I'd never find a better girl. Chloe thinks she's not good enough for her boyfriend Lake but I believe she must be a foolish girl if she really thinks this, because she's smart, amazing and wonderful. The smell of her sweet cotton candy perfume filled my nose and once her car was gone, I fell to my knees and cried. But I never knew that once one door closes, another one opens...2

Chapter 2: Starr in the sky
October 14th, 2006
1 year later...3

I walked into my friend Snow's house, Snow Lupan is 17, while I am turning 19 in a week or so. A smirk crossed my face, a girl that seemed at least 16 was hugging him when I walked into the living room. He pulled away and glared. "Stop it Mom." He snarled at her. I blinked in shock. "YOU CALLED ME MOM!" She shouted out in glee, her face brightened. He rolled his eyes. "Foster Mom." He muttered to me. She smiled at me and I turned away from her neon green eyes. A tingly feeling hit me fast. Crap, that's not good. "Snow, are we going or not?" I asking nervously. He nodded. We walked outside. "Goodbye Hun!" His Foster mom called after him. He choked and I laughed hard. "Well at least I don't have some creepy crush on her." He smirked and gave me that look like he knew what I was thinking before. "What?! That's crazy! I do not!...Plus I bet she is WAY to old for me." I snickered. Let me guess, she's like 42 or something? I laughed in my mind. "She's 23 you loser!" He informed me. I bit my tongue. "What's her name?" I asked. "Starr." He answered, bored with this conversation. "Starr as in S.T.A.R.?" I spelled out. "No. S.T.A.R.R." He answered again. Starr? Hm-mm a exotic Starr in the sky...4

Chapter 3: FIREBIRD
October 14Th5

We walked into the movie and you could see Snow's eyes light up when he saw Phoenix and her friends sitting on the very top row. Phoenix Cullen is a very difficult person to know. She once had an unknown past but now her guardian (kidnapper more like it) Paul told her the truth. She has an older brother named Aaron, she is not really a Cullen but prefers to keep that last name, And her mom is really alive. She has no father, it was a virgin birth. Paul had sex (raped) her mom which is Aaron's father. Paul also kidnapped her and taught her to defend herself and also how to fight, street race and so on. He was the father she never had in her world. He also is the mayor of the town. Snow was her childhood friend and so was this another guy named Matt but they don't really like each other anymore. Matt turned into a bad kind of guy. Snow Sat next to Phoenix on the top row, her hair the color of fire, and her eyes multi-colored. "Hey firebired." He greeted to her. Firebired was his nickname to her because her name was about a bird that burst into flames then gets reborn from it's ashes. She smiled. "Hey Snow white, Hey Jacob. Oh and Snow, don't call me that. We are not five anymore." She laughed and the movie begun...6

Chapter 4: Kisses
October 14th7

The movie pretty much sucked, Halloween II had nothing but sex and tits in it. Guys usually love that sort of thing but not me. Snow was to busy making out with phoenix to even care. I sighed and walked out to the hallway. Why can't I have someone? A girl who can keep me on my toes, someone who is crazy, hyper, outgoing and semi romantic. Why can't I have that? It's all I ask! All of a sudden I bumped into a woman. I looked up to see Starr. My sign was clear and right in front of me. That somebody was looking out for me after all. But of course I am to blind to see that she might love somebody else. I helped her up and she smiled sweetly at me. Without thinking, I pressed my lips to hers. The heat of the kiss was very intoxicating. It was like magic at first, until she pulled away. Leaving me wanting more. Her eyes hazed, as if in a trance. "Jacob, please..understand...I..." She started. I shook my head. "I don't care, I like you Starr." I submitted easily. Her eyes narrowed, suddenly becoming more irritated. "I'm married Jacob!" She snapped and my whole world blasted into a deep darkness of pain...8

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Chapter 5: Cuts
October 28th10

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I stumbled into my room with much pain and sorrow in my heart. This pain was worse then the pain I head when Chloe left me standing in the middle of the street with nothing else to live on with. I sighed and sat on my couch, a small giggle made me yell out in shock. Falling off the couch, looking up yo see her face made me almost whimper. Speaking of the devil herself. "Chloe? What are you doing here?" I asked in pure shock. "Can't I visit you? Is that so wrong?" She laughed. "No but two questions. One how did you get into my house? I started. "Backdoor was unlocked silly." She smirked. "Two, wheres your true love Lake?" I almost hissed. "Store. I was hungry and you have no damn veggies! How is a girl that's a vegetarian to eat around here?!" She snickered. I sighed and rolled my eyes. She wrapped her arms around and when I tried to wrap mine around her, I flinched away. She slowly grabbed my arm, pulled down my sleeve and revealed my skin that was full of scars from my old and new cuts. The cuts that I inflicted on myself everyday since I could walk on this earth....13

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Chapter 6: Demon Of Pain 16

October 28th 17

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"Jacob!" Chloe shouted angrily at me. She just didn't understand. I liked the pain. I've been cutting for hundreds of years. Maybe I should explain. I use to be a warrior for the gods. The Greek gods assigned Pandora to look over the box, most people mix up this story all time. She didn't get the box as a wedding present or even got married. Pandora was a female warrior and me and many other warriors were pissed that the gods choose her and not us. So one of the warriors named Seth seduced her, to keep her mind off of the box while another warrior (Paul) opened the box. Once he did, he damned all 12 of the best warriors to hell. Seth was an idiot and killed Pandora and for our punishment those demons that were in that box needed hosts, so the gods cursed them inside of 11 of us for all forever. Paul was the most unluckiest, he got real curses, all of the curses you can think of. Everyone of them. Like 'Never fall in love' 'No sleeping' Not ever relaxing' ALL OF THEM. I got the demon of pain. Which means I HAVE to inflect pain on myself most of the time to keep the demon happy. Oh I never did mention that are such things as Vampires, Werewolves, Ghosts, Faeries, and every other creature that comes to mind, even ones that you never heard of. Surprising huh??? 20

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 Chapter 7: Mood-swings22

 Jake's point of view23

October 28Th24

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"Are you listening to me? Jake?" Starlight snapped at me. "Sorry love, blanked for a minute." I whispered. "So when do I get to meet your parents?" She asked. I'm Jake Moore, Jacob's brother. The Moore sons all have the starting letter of  "J". I'm 20 years old and I got my girlfriend pregnant with twins and we are getting married in a month. "Never hopefully." I joked. She glared and I sighed. "Honey, all I'm saying is-" Starlight cut me off. "Jake! Listen to me, I want to fucking meet them! Please!" She shouted suddenly. I finally nodded and pulled out my cell and called them. Telling them to come. "They will be here by sundown." I informed her and she smiled. Dumb mood-swings from hell....26

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 Chapter 8: Drunk29

Jacob's View30

October 28th31

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