My Fault

You never fooled me1

I just thought that it was interesting2

The way you always convinced yourself that I was oblivious3

I am tired of it now4

You talk as if it’s an inside joke 5

But it isn’t6

Everyone knows about it7

Not just me8

Everyone9

You think that you’re making me the fool10

But your just embarrassing yourself11

After all this time of deceiving12

You are wrong13

I pity you14

I know how you lie15

How you believed your lies too16

We know how you rely on us to play along17

Only you aren’t aware of this18

I am sorry19

They tried to help you20

THEY, not me21

I never cared of what happened to you22

Nor did it affect me23

You could’ve died for all I cared24

They failed time and again25

To bring you back26

Eventually, they found it amusing27

Some think that it’s all MY fault28

And let me tell you something29

It probably is30

But if you had done it the right way31

Right in the beginning32

You yourself wouldn’t be lost33

I wouldn’t be blamed34

You wouldn’t be psycho35

I am telling you and everybody else36

That I don’t care anymore37

And that It doesn’t make a difference either way38

You can’t be changed39

And I won’t try40