Memoirs..Part 1.

I laid there that night tossing and turning in bed. The only thing I could think about was her. Her mesmerizing eyes...her beautiful smile...the way her touch would make my skin tingle minutes after we made contact.How could I have fallen for her? Of all the people in the world why did it have to be her? I need her...I long for her...no one else's touch makes my whole body and cold at the same time. No one else makes...1

"Aurora.." 2

I tried to pretend I wasn't hearing my name and act like I was sleeping. 3

"Aurora..." A little louder that time.4

Please go away...please...5

"Aurora!" almost a shout. 6

I rolled over and just looked at my roommate...well..more like person I share a house with...as she studied my pretend sleeping skills. She just rolled her eyes and sighed. 7

"I knew you weren't sleeping ya know?" Her voice was quite annoyed.8

"I'm sorry...I WAASS asleep" With a lot of emphasis on the was I propped my head up with my hand and starred at her.9

"I'm not an idiot Aurora. I thought you were going to buy cat food today? You know my wittle princess can't go a day without eating." She picked up her overly fat cat and rubbed her nose on the cats. I could hear the cat strain as if she wanted to hiss. Not that I blamed her. 10

"That is what this is over? You wake me up over cat food? Seriously Sam?" Now my voice was annoyed.11

"No. However aggrivated I may be at you this has nothing to do with you letting my wittle baby"(rubbing nose against nose again)"starve to death. Damien called a few minutes ago. Said he needed to speak to you and he need to speak to you now. He is on his way over." then she cocked her eyebrow at me and crossed her arms.12

"Don't look at me that way. I don't have any controle over what my brother does and whatever happened between the two of you is not my fault or problem." I said this and rolled back over with my back to her again. My brother could wake me up his damn self. He didn't need her to do it. 13

Now...where was I? I started tracing the curves of her face in my mind. Slowly I went over every angle and beauty spot. I wonder if she knows...does she know I'm in love with her? 14

I heard sam go to her room and lock the door. Sam was the latest victim of my brother's heart breaking streak. I tried telling her he didn't date. He just has sex. Lots and lots of sex. It's a wonder he isn't a dad by now...or worst. 15

I felt him as he entered my room and I waited paticently for him to sit down on my bed. After several moments he still hadn't so I rolled over to look at him. I jumped out of bed the second my eyes met his mangled shirt and bloody chest and arms. 16

"Oh my god! Damien...what the fuck!" I couldn't think of anything else to say as I ran to him and turned on the light. I started examing the cuts and scrapes that covered him. His normally handsome tan face was dirty and his lip was busted. His left bisep had a an aweful gash...ribs were already bruising. He was breathing very heavily and he stumbled as he reached for my desk chair. 17

"He's back Aurora...you have to get out of here. He'll come after you the first chance he gets." 18