i bleed inside1
i want to die2
can i die3
no one loves me4
no one wants me5
no one likes me6
Now you see why i want to die7
they never think to ask why8
the way i am9
i think of cutting10
seeing the blood on the floor11
i feel a tad bit better now.....Frown
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You're not alone, just look around you.
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Dark-amethyst, you're certainly not alone
and with this knowledge; you really need to talk to someone like a doctor who can help you. They can give you coping strategies to help and if they mention medication? There's no shame in that either as I myself am prescribed antidepressants. 
Check out my story/ article 'Signs' which I mention my illness.
By approaching a medical professional Dark-amethyst, they can help show you there's light at the end of the tunnel. Spend some time with some friends and do things you enjoy.
Maybe give yourself a special treat? But most of all, treat yourself gently 
and have a chat to a doctor.
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I used to cut, too. I did it for about fifteen years and even though you feel better for a few seconds after it's said and done, it doesn't heal anything. I used to feel worse once the adrenaline and the rush that would lead up to it and come once I did it. I'd look at what I did and think like "Fuck...now what." So much guilt that comes with it. I finally stopped doing it about two years ago and started covering my scars with tattoos. Doing it made me feel ugly and isolated. I definately can relate to what you've written. Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to.
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