Chapter 27 Self Belief

Self Belief.1

Belief.2

I feel there is so much more I should be doing with my day.3

Moving myself forward, instead of fading away.4

For at the moment my confidence is low.5

But I have a lot inside of me that still needs to grow.6

I am loving and caring, supportive and kind.7

I am hard working and honest and have a creative mind.8

But how do I build up some belief in myself?9

How do I start listening to everyone else?10

For others believe in me, they try to make me see,11

All the good qualities and gifts inside of me.12

But I cannot hear them, I do not understand,13

How I am good, when I have been marked by the devils hand.14

Do It.15

Just go out there and do it, you can handle your day.16

Do not listen to what your negative inner voices say.17

For these are the voices that stop you believing as you should.18

They are keeping you stuck, listen to the voices that are saying good.19

There are so many good qualities that you possess.20

So why not recognise them and stop causing yourself distress.21

For they should be inspiring and motivating you to move on.22

Just make yourself believe them, make them come through clear and strong.23

You no longer have to think in a negative way.24

You just need to get out into the world and stop hiding away.25

For your future is there for you to take. 26

So go and get it, there is nothing you need to escape.27

Strength to Cope.28

I have had times in my life that I wished to be dead.29

But I always got through by getting out of my head.30

For I never got too consumed in my pain,31

For I have somehow always known that I am not to blame.32

I am now glad that I made it through.33

For I have healed my soul and now know what to do,34

When the memories or pain get too much.35

It just sit and remember evils touch.36

For if I do not face it, it will not go away.37

It will always remind me in some way.38

But by then I could have fallen and given up hope,39

Instead of knowing I have the strength to cope.40

Believe.41

Stop telling yourself that you are not good enough.42

You have to be strong, you have to be tough.43

You need to look at everything you have achieved.44

And relax a little, you should feel relieved.45

For you know you will try the best you can do.46

You have the strength to make it through.47

Just believe in yourself, for you are strong enough to cope.48

Just get out there and have a little hope.49

I cannot believe that your confidence is so low,50

When you have so many gifts inside that you need to show.51

Please just look at yourself, you should feel proud.52

Please don’t hide, don’t be another face in the crowd.53

Girl or Woman?54

Am I the little girl or the woman? It is now my choice.55

It is something I can control, I can find my voice.56

I am no longer the little girl that you controlled.57

I am the woman, I have watched myself unfold.58

I have fought the battle I thought I could never win,59

But I have stood strong and I am moving on from your sin.60

For the little girl grew up strong,61

And the woman in me knows how to help her move on.62

So hey, this is she, the woman I call me.63

The woman who is strong and determined to be free.64

The woman who will do anything to survive.65

The woman who is so inspired to be alive.66