Chapter 8 Nightmares

Nightmares.1

Nightmares.2

I woke up screaming, fear piercing my soul.3

For I just had a memory of something that you stole.4

It was a pure act of evil upon my shell.5

A memory so real of me trapped under his spell.6

Screaming.7

I woke up screaming, fear piercing my soul,8

For I just had a memory of something he stole.9

It was a pure act of evil upon my shell.10

A memory so real of me trapped under his spell.11

His devils eyes met clear into mine,12

There was not even a chance to fight him off this time.13

For so quick he hurt me, so fast he left his mark,14

I woke up frightened, screaming in the dark.15

Now I have been tainted all over again.16

As night after night I feel such pain.17

For as I close my eyes and lay my head to sleep,18

I have nightmares filled with memories of the secrets I had to keep.19

Creep.20

I was dreaming about someone at the door,21

When I was shocked frozen, for the devils head I saw.22

Creeping slowly, that sinister look in his eyes,23

He was here to hurt me, in his vicious disguise.24

I woke up scared, fear shocking me still.25

He was going to do disturbing acts, against my will.26

For the nightmares are memories from my past,27

And until I deal with my memories, the nightmares will last.28

So night after night as I close my eyes tight,29

I know that nightmares I will have to fight.30

For my childhood was damaged at evils hands,31

But now as he enters my nightmares, I can learn to fight off his demands.32

Nightmare.33

I am scared, I am so frightened as I close my eyes to sleep,34

For the nightmares are terrifying, they are memories I had to keep.35

Violence, attack, violation and more,36

Are all the terrible things that I just saw.37

I woke up scared, shock terrifying my shell,38

After hours of nightmares trapped in his spell.39

When will they end? I cannot take anymore.40

But the secrets have been unlocked, I cannot close that door.41

So now I just have to try my best,42

To close my eyes and get some rest.43

For I know deep down I can get through,44

The disturbing nightmares of what he used to do.45

Memory.46

You came to me in a dream,47

Reminding me of a memory so mean.48

A memory so sick it could not be,49

True to my past what I could see.50

But it was true through my dreaming eyes,51

For I felt the fear as you came in disguise.52

To hurt me in that sick way you did.53

I wish I could have run and hid.54

For now I am scarred once again,55

From my repressed memories of pain.56

Why can you not just leave me be?57

For I cannot take the nightmares, I do not want to see.58

Fears.59

When I am sober, I see nightmares become real.60

I see evil in my bedroom and fear is what I feel.61

I see a man hiding, waiting to hurt me in some way.62

I see him often, he will not go away.63

A man in my bedroom, I must be going mad. 64

But he is real and he is going to do bad.65

He is leering his eyes upon my frame.66

He is planning out his attack to cause my pain.67

I am not mad, it is a fear so strong.68

It comes from my memories and has been clear for so long.69

I am afraid he is going to rape me, violate my soul.70

I really am not mad, its just he is still in control.71

Please someone help me take these nightmares away.72

I cannot cope with them day after day.73

But when I drink I feel confident to fight.74

But I should not have this fear, I should not have memories filling me with fright.75