I do not know what we are doing right now. Aye the engagement tis still off and aye she tis still free to find another. To move on with her life and have that beautiful family that she so deserves. Aye without me and my ... long wait at the baggage claim, as it were.1
Yet at the same time ... the love tis there. Neither of us can seem to let it go. I certainly cannot. Even as I know that life out there ... outside of these walls ... goes on and the clock keeps ticking. Even as I know that I am all wrong for her in so many ways, I cannot let go completely. I still love her. I dare say that I always shall. Even if she marries the most handsome man on this planet and has the most beautiful babies ever borne ... as she so deserves ... I shall not stop loving her.2
I do not know if I am being cruel in continuing to show her this love in any small way that I can or not. I tried to stay away after the events unfolded that added those years to my sentence and turned our plans, hopes, dreams upside down. But as all can plainly see ... I have failed miserably. 3
So ... I do not know.
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I want you two to stay together. Please!! You're like star-crossed lovers, lol.
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I think your love is strong enough to hold on for any length of time. It's been done before, some women have waited decades for their husband's return, like Penelope waiting for Odysseus.
Don't fret T, I do believe things will work out for you and that it is your beautiful babies she will have. Just hang in there, I know it will be tough, but I also know the power of love. I know it can make you strong and keep you going. Love can seem cruel but you are not, so never doubt yourself. Take care of yourself and everything will fall into place.
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I think in this battle of heart and mind i am with Ammy..she is right..and hey master T sometimes its good to be domiated by the one you love so much
....my advice is 'be selfish and possessive in this love relationship,love her as much u can and show her that u love her..i think thats really what she needed and thats what u want too'.......love is not meant for everyone my dear Terry,if u having this divine emotion in ur life then don't let it go...
keep smiling sweet friend.
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Don't you dare hide from me. i will not let go! You are not being cruel in showing me this love for to hide it would be cruel to each of us and would hurt each of us. i still love You, and yes i know You told me i could find another but as i see it there is no other. As i've told You i shall leave it all up to God and at the moment i don't feel that God is leading me away from You, hell i don't feel as if He ever shall lead me from You.
You are not wrong for me, You are right for me because You see ME. You see all of who i am and love me unconditionally.
i take it You have been asked this question and do pray they were not trying to be cruel in the asking.
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Bloody double posting ... where tis the paddle?
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Mmmmmm, do i get to use that paddle Sir?
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No you do not but perhaps if you are a good girl I shall use it on you ...
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*shivers, smiles and bends over* Promise?
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SMACK! SMACK! SMMMAAACKKK!!!
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MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, thank You Sir. Thank You.
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Nobody has been cruel amanda. Just concerned and understandably so ... as well as a bit of curiosity as well, I am sure.
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Good, i do not want them to be cruel because we still love even though the situation tis a harsh one. i am sure many are still curious about us. All we can do is be honest, we still love and dream of a future although we know that time and space are against us.
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