Abandon/Alone

Storming; winds, gales, hail, everywhere1

I’m blinded, can’t see you, my light2

Where are you, my life? Hold me, don’t let go3

Alone, I can’t live without you4

By your side, don’t leave me behind5

We’re one, fate and destiny bind6

Hope: I’m not beaten, I refuse to be7

Death? I’m unafraid but I don’t wanna go, not yet8

Desire: So much I wanna do but can’t9

’cause of you, giving up, abandoning me, but10

I wanna live! I wanna love! I want you forever!11

Tears mingle with the rain; I can’t tell12

What’s mine, what’s there, except for you13

Why Fate won’t let me live? She kills me14

I’m scared; I hate you but you’re my everything15

Sorrow buries my music; pain the lyrics16

Bittersweet. Longing; I can’t have you: Cruelty17

Hatred: Gentle caress, you’re too nice to me18

You hug me, tell me ’ts OK when it’s not; I hate you19

Sufferance: dying, fading into oblivion20

Please no. Losing you, my friend, my lover, my life21

Shadows fleeing, peace ensuing, ’cause of you. Smile! Laugh! Dance!22

Eternity awaits; I can’t stay. Abandonment.23

Illusions disappearing; you’re gone. Loneliness.24

My tears, raindrops; shadows fled, silver light enclosed25

Confused. Serenity enfolds, wings unfolding26

Crippled, searching for nothing but hope, love, happiness27

Dest’ny, ruthless killer, crush you and me; pain, sorrow, hate28

Hurricane, storm. Raven, martlet. Thunder, lightning.29

Miraculously, you’re there. No. A reflection: mirror30

I hesitate to reach out, fearing a shattered mirage31

Ripples. Innocence vanishes, leaving the astral universe32

Alone and abandoned. Another life, another soul, gone.33