Cold Vs Warm (full story)

(prologue)1

I glared at his dark red eyes. Next thing I knew I was laying next to him in a flash. "I TOLD YOU! I'M NOT COLD!" I shouted, trying to get away. He was a werewolf, and a bad boy. And don't forget a jack a*ss.2

I was a merely human. An average one at that. Well that's what I thought. But it turns out I'm some jewel from the sky? I couldn't get away from his burning hot body. Finally I gave up. "I hate you." I whispered.3

"So? what's else is knew?" He snapped at me. I looked at him when I noticed he shivered. Then I saw the story in his face. Then I put my thin pale arms around his waist and laid my head on his chest. "I'm sorry." I whispered in a softer tone.4

"For what?" He whispered in a harsh way. "I'm sorry that I was the reason for your unhappiness, I'm sorry that you had to save me instead of your wife to be. I'm sorry that you have to put up with me. I'm sorry for everything." I told him, wishing I would just die right there.5

"Claire! Don't you ever think that! it's not your fault that you were destine for this life." He growled at me. I stuck my tongue out at him and winked. Matt wasn't as bad as I thought, not to bad at all.6

(Chapter1 High school is F*ucked up!)7

I watch as Matt walked swiftly away from me, making sure that I was there, he turned his head to me and stuck his tounge out. Then he was around the corner. But then he started back around with the Mrs. lynx (A.k.A the vice) behind him. When he looked up at me, I almost felt sorry for him...NOT! I snickered at his pleading look for me to help him. When he disappeared in to her office, I really felt bad. Why? I don't know.8

But I continued to laugh. Then the bell rang and I hurried off to class.9

~~~10

I had layed my head on my arms, which as you know was on my desk. Then when Mr.Nariko, the smelly guy who no one wants to have as teacher, was in the middle of his lecture when Matt busted in to the room. I was the only one who snickered but come on! it was funny to see that look on Mr.Nariko's face!11

It was all scrunched up like a nine hundred old man! But anyway. Matt hid his face with his black hair, his green eyes sparkling. He had light bruising under his eyes. He wore a black long sleeved shirt and green baggy pants. 12

He seemed out of breath, then he looked at me but then looked back the teacher. This look was still pleading like before. "I need Claire Cromwell." He finally whispered to the teacher. I blinked in shock and I heard "Ooo's and ah's" oh and snickering. Finally I stood up and walked to his side. I kept my head down, letting my black, messed up hair fall down to my face. "Very well, go." Mr.Nariko whispered back, giving the class a scowl.13

We walked out of the class room and he led me to my locker upstairs. "So what does the vice what from me?" I demanded, looking him straight in the eye. He smirked. "Who said he needed you, like I said I need you. Now come, we need to go." He snickered, grabbing my hand. I gasped and twisted my way out of his grasp.14

"Ok yeah um no! I'm not going anywhere with you till I get some damn answers!" I demanded, backing away from him. He sighed and then picked me up and started to run. "Hey!" I screamed then I saw something behind us, something bad. It made me think of a nightmare I had a long time ago. I was running and something similar was chasing me and I woke up when my alarm went off.15

Then I saw it's face and I screamed. It was hideous, it was black and had red eyes. It seemed to have a red heart also on it's chest. It had wings and huge sharp teeth. Quickly darkness slipped in and I was knocked out. My last thought was "Man High school was more f*ucked up then I thought...16

(Chapter 2 Crude)17

When I woke up, it was in complete darkness. I shot up in the bed and looked around. I got up and started to search for a switch. Finally after stumbling, I found it and I gasped. The whole room was not mine. Then my memory shot through me. I was kidnapped by Matt! grr. Damn him. Then I jumped back when I saw one of those...things. It looked like the one in the school but I could tell it wasn't.18

I screamed and fell back against the door. Then BAM the door opened and I felt blood trickle down. "What's going on?!" I heard a familiar voice shout, then when he got the door opened all the way he scowled at me.19

At me! scowl at the thing for Pete's sake.20

"Hello! Your not mad at me for screaming at that thing are you!" I gritted through my teeth. Then he looked even more angry. "That thing is Jeremiah! He's a good shadow creature." He smirked. Then that's when he noticed that I was blushing in embarrassment.21

Then he started to laugh. LAUGH!22

That's when I got mad, I got to my feet and tackled him on to the bed. I started to kick and punch.23

"Wow, when you said she was a , you weren't kidding!" A voice laughed and grabbed me by the shoulders.24

Blood gushed out of his nose and he nodded. Pain shot through my knuckles but it was worth it. Finally when I calmed down I flipped Matt off. The guy that tore me off of Matt was chuckling.25

"And who are you?" I asked him harshly, glaring at Matt still. "I'm drake, and who are you may I ask?" He asked, putting his hand on my knee and started to go up. I growled and slapped his hand away. "Your worst nightmare!" I shouted at him, right in his damn ear.26

"She's a keeper." He laughed again. "Yeah well you can have her." Matt smirked, wiping the blood off of his chin. He backed me to the wall and brushed my hair out of my eyes. "Well aren't you pretty." He whispered, and next thing he knew he was flung to the wall.1027

Instead of Matt's ugly face, I saw a new one. He was beautiful, he had warm blue eyes and a pale face. He had black spiky hair. His shirt was stripped and the colors was blue and gray.28

The another one came in, he looked a little bit like a prep. He had short blonde hair and green eyes. he was cute, in a strange way. He looked like he was mad to be awake will aren't we all!29

(Chapter 3 Done for)
I just stayed silent. Who were these people? "Damn it drake! Stay away from her!No killing the guest!" The one who looked Beautiful yelled. His voice was sweet and warm. "Ooh! who is she! The queen of Sheba! god just relax, you said she couldn't go back since she saw...well you know. So I thought maybe just kill her now and no one ever will know right?" The a*ss drake replied. "Chill Andy! She is only a lone girl." Matt laughed, glaring at me. "Oh I'll show you who is an a*ss!" I hissed, tackling him again. Then he yelped in pain and the preppy one quickly got me off of Matt.30

I laughed because he was holding his balls. But drake shot a hungry glance at me. In just a blink of an eye he had my thought and he was kissing it. I tried to shove him away but he just twisted my wrist. "No!" Andy shouted, but he was to late. I saw Drake's fangs and I knew what he was. He sank his fangs deep into my thought then when he started to drink he cringed away. Then he started to scream in pain. Black and blue blood ran from his lips.31

I was just in shock but then I staggered forward. I felt my body turn cold and I looked down at my wrist. I saw black and blue filling my veins. It started to work it's way up and I screamed too.Pain was everywhere, it was like was locked in a cold room and I was chained to Dry ice. My hair started to grow longer and I felt my eyes leaving me.32

My eyes were gone, like it was cut out!33

My hair turned White, WHITE! Next thing I knew I was BLIND. I couldn't see, everything was gone but then I could see their body heart. What the hell was going on! Then I quickly blacked out. I mean like I was knocked out or something else was taking over me.534

~morning~35

I shot up awake, sweating but I wasn't in a bed but in some kind of cell. I was chained up to the wall and I had dried blood all over me. I screamed and Matt shot in the room quickly. When I saw bloody marks on him, my memory shot through me. I remember exactly what happened.36

I turned into some evil witch or something and I attacked Drake and then Matt tried to get me away from him so me and him...fought and he only won cause of Andy knocking me out. When I woke up I still was...evil. Then Matt tried to help me (for once) but I attacked him again. So they put a chain on my neck and chains everywhere else. But all of the chains were silver and they had spikes on them so if I tried to move I would be periced by them.37

I let out another scream in pain. Tears threatened to flow and I let them for once. "Calm down, the more you struggle, the more you get hurt." He whispered. "What is going on! Why am I here?" I screamed in fury and sorrow.38

He didn't answer. I decided to wait for him to trust me. "You'll be safe here." That was all he said. He left the room and I screamed in pain and fury. "Please trust me! Believe in me, Please let me go." I cried but no one came in to help. I sank to my knees and cried, that's all I could do. I fell asleep finally and I didn't want to wake up.39

4 weeks later...
When morning came, I saw red eyes watching me. When I saw it was drake I almost felt like the pain was worse. Blood was all over me, caked with it. I haven't spoken since that horrible day. Since that day I came to this place. "Hey Claire, how you feeling." He asked me but I didn't answer. What did it look like? I was bleeding to death and no one trusts me or believes in me anymore. Will no one ever did really.40

Matt came in, he hasn't came in here since that day too. He seemed the same still. Will of course it's only been 4 to 5 weeks right? I kept my head down so no one could see that I was crying. Then Jake (the preppy one) dragged a body in the room. When I saw it was my brother, anger shot through me. "Calm down." Matt whispered to me, "earn your trust back." "I'll let you down." I gritted through my teeth.41

Shock was all over drake's face. "You don't know that." Matt whispered again. Then he unlocked the chains and I was standing up now. "Do you know what you have done?" I growled, fangs sliding down in my mouth. This time I let my anger go, last time I resisted but now I was letting it go gradually. There was still pain but it felt good.42

My skin turned blue and black and my hair was black this time. Black eyes but still blind. Dark clothes and ready to kill. Next thing I know I was on top of Matt and he was lifeless... 43

(Chapter 4 On the run)
I sat back in the chains, staying silent. Matt was back on his feet. I didn't do much damage because I didn't want to hurt him but teach him a little lesson.44

Next thing I knew everyone was gone and it was black. "Holy ! Did you see that? Her eyes! It's gone!" I heard Jake yell. I felt cold, but I felt like welcoming it all in. Then something warm was falling down my cheek. When I put my thumb to my eye, Jake was right. Where was my neon green eyes!45

My scream seemed to be stuck in my throat. I closed my eye lids and thought of my dad. But thing was I didn't have a dad but then I thought harder and I realized I was living a lie this whole time. I shot my eye lids pen again. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder but I shook it off. "Get the away from me!" I Yelled. "Whatever." I heard Matt mutter under his breath. I growled, I felt the real me coming back. "What the hell? Your not Claire." Matt roared. "Oh yes I am, but call me shadow." I laughed, breaking the chains.46

All my child memories filled me once again. My father cutting my eyes out,My mother being murdered by my father. Him abusing me. Everything was unmasked.47

Jake gasp and knew the truth too. He was my brother...Yes you heard me. My brother. "Shadow! I-I thought you died!" he whispered 48

(Chapter 5 Change)
"Yes brother, It's me." I whispered. I could hear his breath shorten. My sight started coming back. I could see all those cowards now. Anger coursing through my blood and heart. I smiled wistfully. I look too see that I had gray, black and white colored wings. I wore a black outfit and all the blood vanished. I looked at Matt. Pain hitting at my heart. I watch as he just looked at me with dead hope. I step closer to Matt.49

"Without you Matt, I still might be a pathetic loser, waiting for you to say you loved me." I smirked. Shock hit him quickly. "God, how dumb was I to be in love with you Matt. Every word I say is true, this I promise you." I laughed. I grew quiet. "You wanna know something Matty?" I smiled evilly at him. "What...?" He asked in a sharp voice. "I still love you." I whispered and slammed him into the wall. Kissing his soft, warm lips. He gasped in my mouth and stood very still. He pushed me away and growled. I only smiled. "Your one moody chick." Drake snickered. That's when I fell back into fake reality. I was back to the "real" me. "M-M-Matt?" I stuttered. He just glared. I just stared. I couldn't breathe. Just falling in a black hole that never ends.50

"Lock me back up and don't let me out. Don't EVER trust me." I swallowed and let tears slip down again. Still remembering every detail. "My pleasure." Matt snapped harshly. Jake still silent. Matt locked me back up and left me there. The blood, cuts and scars reappearing again. I sighed in sadness when they all left. "I'm a monster." I whispered to myself. Jake walked out. "No your not." He whispered. My head shot up. "What the hell are you doing here still?" I asked in anger. "Busting you out." He smirked and UN locked the chains. "I want to stay." I hissed. "And do what Shadow? Die? Bleed to death? I won't let you." He growled. "Nether will I..." A woman's voice declared.... 51

(Chapter 6 sTaR)
"Who the h*ell are you?" I blurted out suddenly to the woman. "I am Matthew's fiancee." She laughed simply. Shock formed on my face and I blinked away tears. "No wonder he rejected me." I muttered. I sighed. "I'm not leaving." I whispered. "But you must. It's your destiny to go home. Too go back into the sky my Jewel." She smiled. Jake smacked his forehead hard. "I haven't told her yet Lisa." He growled. "Tell me WHAT?" I asked angrily. "My dear, your a falling star. A princess of the four moons. Your the blue diamond." She cheerfully declared. I took in a sharp breath. Great, another thing I don't know about my past.52

I felt the chains come off and I got up. Jake staggered back. "God, I think your taller than me!" He exclaim in total shock. I smiled ruefully. "Yay!" I laughed like a little girl. "Now we must go my dear, before my beloved Matthew comes back." She demanded. Jake grabbed my hand like a child and started to run. I gasped and ran with. Lisa following behind. Then suddenly I heard her muffled scream. I turned around sharply to see one of those punk guys. What was his name? God d*amn it...DRAKE! Ha. I smirked and quickly ran up to him and punched his face. He gaped like a fish out of water. I only laughed and pulled Lisa into my arms. "Get your hands off of my woman." I heard Matt yell. He must have came a little late.53

"I-I Tried to grab Lisa from her but she is a monster!" Drake exclaimed, giving me a bitter look. I laughed out loud. "Bull s*hit." I simply hissed. Matt gave a weak smile and punched drake in the face. He took Lisa in his arms, (Oh and Giving me the bitterest look in history). I sneered right back. At least he knew I wasn't lieing to him. I turned and sighed. He knew that my heart was hurting and he out his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off.54

He didn't give up, he turned me around and glared at me. "You going to take me back? Please do, so I can rot there. I'd love too go but I agree with you. I'm too unsafe for the world." I snapped. "Finally you see it my way." He growled and grabbed my wrist. Lisa still in his arms. I flinched. He looked down and saw my scars that the chains made. He cursed and looked deep into my eyes. He let go. "Matthew, she is the fourth moon." Lisa whispered. His eyes widen. "No." Escaped his lips, like he cared about me again. "Are you taking me back too the chamber or what!?" I snapped again. "I don't think so, because your going too come with me." Declared a deep man's voice. C*rap.... 55


(Chapter 7: Lose the one you wanted)
I sharply turned around to see a boy with brown hair with a purple streak in the front. I stepped back, hoping it wasn't real. He was a supernatural killer. A hunter. He was here to take me, do very painful tests and kill me. I turned to run but Matt had me in his arms quickly. He held me tight, his warmth spreading through me. The smell of moonlight lavender coming off his wonderful body. I breathed in deeply, closing my eyes. "You can't have her!" Matt yelled. I was truly shocked, first he hated me then he pitied me, then he hated me and now he cares again? Is he bipolar? I mean serious! Stay with one emotion for me will ya dude! Everyone stepped in front of me, blocking his view.56

Matt pulled me away from there and then out of nowhere we heard Lisa scream. "LISA!" he yelled, his eyes full of pain and hurt. "Go! Claire must be safe! Go!" She screamed. He glared at me like I was at fault. He had to save me and not his little wifey. He picked me up, bridal style, and carried me off. Finally we were far enough for that boy to follow us. A bloodcurdling scream rose from the silence and I knew he wanted to run back, give me up to that boy and take Lisa back into his arms. I felt like burden. I hated myself. He was unhappy, because of me. he pulled me closer into his arms and start down. "You feel cold." he slowly whispered. I felt his heat beating against me. "I'm not cold." I whsipered back and tried to get away. Finally I was a few feet away from him. His eyes turned to a different color.57

I glared at his now dark red eyes. Next thing I knew I was laying next to him in a flash. "I TOLD YOU! I'M NOT COLD!" I shouted, trying to get away. He was a werewolf, and a bad boy. And don't forget a jack .58

I was a merely human. An average one at that. Well that's what I thought. But it turns out I'm some jewel from the sky? I couldn't get away from his burning hot body. Finally I gave up. "I hate you." I whispered.59

"So? what's else is knew?" He snapped at me. I looked at him when I noticed he shivered. Then I saw the story in his face. Then I put my thin pale arms around his waist and laid my head on his chest. "I'm sorry." I whispered in a softer tone.60

"For what?" He whispered in a harsh way. "I'm sorry that I was the reason for your unhappiness, I'm sorry that you had to save me instead of your wife to be. I'm sorry that you have to put up with me. I'm sorry for everything." I told him, wishing I would just die right there.61

"Claire! Don't you ever think that! it's not your fault that you were destine for this life." He growled at me. I stuck my tongue out at him and winked. Matt wasn't as bad as I thought, not to bad at all... 62

(Chapter 8: When I'm Gone)
He rolled his eyes, peering down at me. He hugged me close, like he was glad we were now friends. "Friends?" i asked him and he nodded. "But I'm still going to tease you and be mean. Well mostly." He laughed. "I wouldn't want it any other way." I smiled. Then his eyes went dim. "Do you think Lisa is okay?" he finally asked me. "Yes. She's tough, she can handle her self." I smiled warmly. I hope.63

He sighed and nodded. I watched as he slowly fell asleep. My black hair in my face, his head resting on my cheek. I smiled. Lucky Lisa. I hope she keeps him happy. I love him and if she loves him enough to marry him, then she better treat him right. "Claire...." he whispered in his dreams. I looked up, his face soft and happy. "I love you..." He whispered again. My eyes went wide. Then his eyes opened. He wasn't sleeping? I was shocked. "I thought....you fell asleep...." He whispered, blushing deeply.64

I was speechless, the breath stuck in my throat. "I'm awake." I rushed out, breathless. Staring at his lips. "Oh well...ah...let's go into the cabin, that I found earlier today, deeper in the forest." He whispered, changing the subject. I nodded and he let me go. No matter how much I didn't want him too. He made me stand aside and he sighed. I gave him a look. What the hell? He hunch over like a dog, and quickly his flesh bursted off of him and he was a huge wolf.65

I held in a scream. Fear eating into my body. "What the..." I started then I was on his furry back. He ran us to the cabin and changed back into a human. only his shorts on. I just blinked. Werewolf? is that even possible? He didn't even think about what happened and pulled me inside. His black hair covering his face, a small grin taughting me. He slowly laid on one of the beds and sighed in relief. Soonly after he was asleep and I laid on the second bed. Watching him sleep so soundly. What if he was faking again? If he was sleeping, then he won't mind me look around to find some food.... 66

(Chapter 9: Moon and the sun)
I slowly got up and sneaked over to the kitchen. I slowly looked through the drawers. I turned on the radio. "Closer" By Ne-yo playing softly through the black speakers. I let my body move to the music, giving up on food. Then warm hands grabbed my waist. I turned around and Matt smiled. I bit my lip, staring at his soft lips. He picked me up by my small waist and put my on the counter. My skirt was short and I wore a lacy black shirt. My hair up with small hair lace also. His dark eyes smiling and his lips curving to a smirk. I blinked. His black hood up, his black pants stained with red and blue spray. 67

Finally his lips crushed onto mine. His hand pulled me closer. His other hand on my thigh, my hand on his shoulder. The kiss became more intense. Then i remembered Lisa. Crap. I pulled away and he looked hurt. "I'm sorry but...Lisa....she is your wife...not me..." I blurted out. His eyes went dim. He remembered too. He stepped away from me and sighed. "I'm sorry for leading you on. That was wrong of me. That will never happen again." He answered and walked outside. I stayed there. My eyes full of tears. Please happen again...Please slip again...I love you more then Lisa Matt, why can't you see that? I don't want to be alone....Your the only one for me Matty..... 68

(Chapter 10: Fall down)
I watched as he laid down and I cursed under my breath. I slowly walked back to my bed and forgot about being hungry. That kiss was what I really wanted, not dumb food. I looked around at my new home for now. Soon I heard him fall asleep and I stood up. I'm going to find Lisa and bring her back to Matt. He deserves whatever he wants and she is the one she desires so will it be. I walked out the door, leaving a note that told him I went looking for Lisa. Snow covered the ground. What the hell? It was almost summer, it shouldn't be SNOWING!69

Then I hit something hard and cold. I slowly looked up to see that guy from before. He grabbed me and his lips crushed against mine. I gasped and tried to get away. then I felt it. Emptiness and pain. All the hurt, agony and pain I caused to Matt. Too my family. My heart crumbling. He was sucking out my soul, not kissing me and I was glad. I would be out of Matty's way and he could finally be happy. "Hey Tony." I heard a girl voice and he pulled away. A small on his face. "Save some of her worthless soul for me too!" She laughed and I saw Lisa. My eyes wide. "That's right Claire. Like I'd fall for a damned werewolf! Who will he believe? Me or you when I cry and tell him you attacked me." She laughed. I snarled and I heard a snap of a twig. We all turned to see.... 70

(Chapter 11: Monster)
We all turned to see Matt. I smiled sweetly at Lisa. She broke down crying. "It was her the whole time Matt, She wanted you all to herself! She wanted me out of the picture! I'm so sorry! So sorry." She bawled. That . I turned to Matt again. His eyes narrowed at me. Ah hell. Then he winked, making sure I was the only one who saw. I started fake crying also. "Matt...believe me! She is framing me!" I sobbed and he slammed me into the ground. "How can I believe you? I love you and then you try to save this pitiful woman from a cruel death?" he laughed and so did Lisa till the words sunk in. 71

Matt's fist rammed into her face and she was out cold. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked me up. I felt weak, out of breath and drained. "Where do you think your going?" Tony snapped and started to charge. I was back on my feet ans shoved Matt out of the way. Evil shadow creatures came from the earth, then attacked him. blood flowing everywhere. I helped Matt up and he picked me up once again. Resting my head on his warm chest and fell asleep.... 72

(Chapter 12: Mindy)
I awoke to his smiling face and I hugged him closer. His lips pressed to mine and he wrapped his hand around my thigh. Hooking it around his waist and my breath grew harsher. The heat between us growing deeper. And the night went on...73

*****Morning******74

I awoke to see Matt sitting at the end of the bed. His shoulders shaking. I slowly crawled to him and saw him crying. Shock broke through me. My arms wrapped around him but he pulled away. Hurt and surprise hit me. "What's wrong? Don't you love me?" I asked with a needy voice. "I'm sorry....I don't love you. I love....someone else." He whispered, pain leaking through. Tears flowed down my cheeks. Shaking very violently, I scooted back. I gave up everything for him, just hear that he STILL doesn't love me? I curled up. "I'm sorry...." He whispered again. 75

Anger bursted out and I hit him hard. "Is that all you can say?! How can I forgive you when I gave up myself for you!? I hate you! I hate you!" I screamed and pulled sheets over me and ran. Not wanting to look back. The cold rushing on my skin, falling my knees when I was far into the forest. Losing feeling in my arms. Snow falling down fast. I curled up and wondered how I got here, wondering how I ended up alone. How I found myself full of fear.....76

(Chapter 13: My world)
********2 Years later*******77

I walked down the street, with a cold face on. Not giving in to the feeling of pain and hurt. I haven't seen HIM for at least two years and I never wanted too. My ipod ringing loud in my ears. "Damned if I do ya, Damned if I don't" by All time low playing. My hands stuffed in my black skinny jeans pockets. Wearing a gray shirt that said "I love my boyfriend". I smirked when guys winked at me. If only they knew, if they wanted me, they'd regret the day they said their cheesy lines to me.78

My hair black and pink, my eyes as blue as my tears once were. The song "Don't take the girl" by Tim Mcgraw came on and I let my smirk fall. Pain trying to make it's way to my heart but the box around it wouldn't let it. I sighed. I turned a corner to fast and bumped hard into a figure and fell backwards. I looked up with much surprise. "Matt." I blurted out. He looked the same, his hand holding another girl's arm. Exotic purple eyes and black hair she had. I felt my world crumbled even more then before. "Claire?" He asked...... 79

(chapter 14: I love you)
"Claire?" He asked and I sighed deeply. I slowly stood up and walked passed them. Anger just filtering through me. How dare he speak to me! "Wait! Claire!" He shouted out and ran after me. Finally when he was walking beside me, I noticed how his smell hasn't change. That wonderful smell of moonlight lavender. I shook my head angrily. Stop it Claire! You hate him remember?! My head kept screaming that over and over. "Will you slow down?" Matt asked in frustration. "Why should I?" I snapped. "Because we need to talk." He answered like a smart he is. I gritted my teeth but stopped. "There is nothing to talk about." I snarled and he pulled me into a hug. I gasped in shock and pulled away. "What the hell are you doing!" I growled and he smirked. 80

"I think I'm hugging you smart one." Matt snickered. That's when I had it. I slapped him hard across the face, but not as hard as I did when he told me he loved another. He glared. "Stop slapping me damn it!" He yelled. "Then stop hurting me." I blurted out. His eyes grew soft again and put his hand on my shoulder. "Don't. Stop that." I whispered, pulling away from his grasp. A dizzy feeling of warmth and love. "No." He snapped and hugged me again. Tears formed in my eyes. I can't act cold around him. Why? It can't be because I still love him. No it can't be.81

"Claire. I was wrong. I do love you." He whispered. "No! No you don't! You love that other girl!" I screamed. "I love her, yes but I realized I love you too." He whispered. "That's crap Matt. You can't love two people! I'm either the only one or she is! Choose damn it!" I screamed. "She's...first..." He finally answered and let me go. I ran. Like I always do, I ran from my problems. My heart hurting and burning for him. I wished it was only a nightmare, that I'd wake up screaming and crying. But that it was only a bad dream but the longer it took to run, the longer it took for me to see that this is really happening. That I did and still love him. And I can't get over the fact that girl is his first. And not me. As I was running, it hit me. That girl was from my class. Our class. Mindy. My best friend.... 82

(Chapter 15: Goodbye)
I ran into my house and fell to my knees. Weeping for all the reasons why I loved him and for all the reasons why I hated him. The door wide open and there stood Lisa. I gave her a sharp glare. She just gave a shocked look. "We are on the same side here, ya know. We both want something we can't have. And you know what? I bet you also want revenge for him hurting you." She baited. I gave her an angry look but knew she was right. I sighed. "So you agree?" She asked suddenly. I nodded sharply. I hated to admit it, but I really wanted to see him him crumble from the inside out. "good. from this day forward, we will find every way to make his life a living hell. But so I can trust you, cut your hand." She demanded. I smirked. "Why?" I snapped. "Because I just said so!" She snapped and gave me a look. I sighed, I didn't have enough strength to give a damn. And I looked up at her and nodded. I was still on my knees and she handed me a knife. I looked at it carefully, wondering if this is the life I really wanted. "I'm sorry..." his words rung in my ears still. The answer hit me very quickly. Yes it was, I wanted this. I sliced it deeply down and blood slid down. The color black, red, white and blue. Interesting. I looked up at her and she nodded and sliced her hand too. Regular red blood flowing down from her palm. She held out her and, a motion for me to grab it too. I took in a deep breath. I took a hold and a blast of cold air hit me fast. My eyes changed color and a evil smile rose from my dark lips. And the story has only begun. My life has changed into hunger and revenge. And it's time to show Matt how it feels to het hurt...83

THE END!!!!