Tears Break Loose- Chapter 10 Lost

I run and stumble down the trails winding through the dark forrest going only by the light the moon gives off. Not having any kind of clue as to where the hell I was going. Fumbling over the vines and twigs in my way that I don't care enough to watch out for.1

I look up at the trees, the moon hanging high in the sky guiding me no where. I look around me. Nothing but trees and bugs and twigs. I begin to grow scared. I can hear the sound of the bugs chirping in the night. My heavy breathing and my chest bobbing up and down as I try to control myself. With very little sucess. 2

I begin to run again, stopping only when I feel as if my heart will give out on me if I don't. I know I am lost. I start to ponder about my decision making skills. They really aren't too great. "Blake!" I call out without even meaning to. It just slips out. I doubt he would want to save me. I know i deserve to die alone in the woods. I hurt him. Led him on. And I begin to cry more and more when i realize that I will never be able to apologize to him.3

I can't see and I start to run agian. Something catches my foot and I fall. Hard. Onto the hard wet ground where I don't dare to move. I ache all over and I can't help but let the water spill from my eyes. I close my eyes unwillingly. 4

My head hurts. It throbs and I can't seem to control it. I begin to loose control of myself. And fall deeper into a darkness I know too well. I feel something warm start to spread under my jeans and I force my eyes to open up enough to see red blood stain my dark skinny jeans and mud mixed in with more blood on my Avenged Sevenfold t-shirt. 5

Not too long after the warm blood spreads more and my head becomes too dizzy for me to stand. I fall into darkness, can't help to. And all I can feel is cold chilling my bones and no more warmth no matter how much blood spills over me...