I was here once before,
Watching from the other side,
Missing the rushed phone calls,
the congratulations and celebrations,
The sweaty red faces of both mother and father,
But then, the voices changed,
“Shes not right..? Whats wrong with her”
“Shes ugly” another voice whispered.
To young to understand,I smile.
Their faces remained stoney.
So I'm here again,for a different reason,
Older,Wiser.
The white sheets folded carefully around me,
I wince as i feel the cold metal move in my vein.
The man in his white coat has come to fill me with lies,
with his pills, like I was stupid, insignificant.
Its always been like this,like me,
Unwanted, A hassle.
Hazy memories of past days spent with you,
are the reason I find myself on this other side,
The smooth metal pain was the only vivid reminder,
Of what I always knew.
To young to understand, I Smile.
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