I'm running, your chasing
its cold, dark, eerie
I don't know where I am
I dont know where I'm going
or which way I came from
I dont know who your are
or who I really am
but I feel the need to keep running
and never stop
just keep going
I know I'm not fast enough
I'm not gonna make it to where I need to get
A cold hand grasps my sholder
I fall to the ground
Its the end, I know it
A slight pressure forms on my neck
Its sharp
It hurts
I want it to go away
The pressure increases
more,
more,
more,
Its to much to handle
I can't stand it
Just then it breaks through the skin
Darkness seeps through me
and right before I'm free
I bolt up in bed
Crying
Sweaty
But then I wonder
Why was I worried?
Why did I want it to go away?
I could do the world a favor,
make my dream reality
I could just disappear
They wont even notice I left
I mean nothing to them
never did
never will
...
I got to the bathroom
fill the bathtub
Like I said, I'm doing the world a favor
I'll be out of their way
I get in the bath
clothes and all
I sit for a minute wondering
What would it be like if I wasnt so different?
If I was the same?
Then I thought
I'd rather be hated for who I am
then loved for who I'm not
Right?
So my decision is made
I'm leaving
I sink under the water
Watch the world fade away by the seconds
Soon I'll be gone
My eyelids shut
I can't keep them open
My arms and legs go slack
Finally
Its over
I'm alone
Did I make the right choice?
Yes!
But why am I still not happy?
Guess I just wasnt ment to be.
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Author notes
why is life so cruel?
why is the world not fair?
why am I even here?
Comments
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i love it
i feel like i wanna die 2 all the x
i ask thos same questions everyday
but i cant find an answer
good job
its verry dark
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