But you left me (loooong poem.)

I remember the words you told me
the words of love that comforted me
but now they are lost,
lost in this world of darkness
i try so hard to find you again,
but you try so hard to run away
why did we end up like this?1

you always told me that our love was forever
but now all that has faded away
from your heart and memories2

your words that once provided me love
has become words that cut
it tears me apart,
the way you tell me you dont remember anything,
the way you tell me you regret our love3

And now, once you leave,
your face will disappear from my mind
i will have to live in this world filled with pain,
darkness and tears
only the memories we shared,
kept in your picture and ring
will help me survive4

The promise we made,
that we'll not love without eachother
i try to keep it with care,
but i end up loving again
the guilt in my heart
makes me cry in my bed
and cut myself deeply,
just as how i have cut your heart5

But i believe,
because there are so many promises unkept
you will come back to me
to keep those promises
and to love me again6

I want to see your face,
i want to be in your arms
i want to lock our lips,
and never let go of you7

But you left me,
never to come back
i tell myself you will come back
but i know deep inside that you won't.8

But did you know?
If you come back,
ill love you for who you are
whether you change or not
Ill be patient with your busy life,
and ill support you with love9

So forgive me please,
and give me one more chance.
I swear ill be a better girlfriend.
But until then, be happy
and dont stop yourself from loving someone else.
Ill be waiting, so when you're feeling down,
come to me,
cause i will always have my arms open for you.