Pain is in the eye of the beholder1
So is love2
But not life3
As we go on4
And as the pain gets more5
And the love becomes less6
Life slowly falls out of your hand7
As It falls8
You dont know how to catch it9
It just keeps falling10
Until you stop trying11
Stop feeling and pain12
Not knowing what love was13
And it shatters on the floor 14
Into a thousand lies15
A million deseats16
and A Billion heartbreaks17
And of the little peices 18
Of happiness in that mess,19
None show to you20
You don't see the friends who care21
Or the parents that love you22
You only see the bad23
That drove you24
To taking your own life25
When life isnt your chose26
To make27
So we sit here and cry28
And wait to be reunited29
I wonder if your ok30
I wonder if ill be alright31
I hope this is just a nighmare32
That i wake up from one night33
But if it isnt34
Goodbye today35
And just know36
You'll always be my girl in every way37
THIS IS JUST SOMETHING I WROTE. most of the world dont know that a girl brittnay...i knew her in kindergarden,but when i moved in 1st grade, we kept in touch. well she got raped by her teacher and well i only get to see her like once every month and when she told me it ripped me apart cuz i know how it feels and i tried to get over to her house that day, but it was on a skool day and my parents wouldnt drive me. so i couldnt make it there to go see her. i couldnt just walk because she lives all the way in spring and live in willowbrooke. so i blame myself. i was her life mine. I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ON THE PHONE WITH HER TO CALM HER DOWN. I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE... and i wasnt. so she took her life by friday. she coldnt take going to his class for the rest of the year. and i couldnt blame her. and i dont understand why he did that becasue she was barley starting 7th grade. and i dont know if i would have took it any differnt. but i just wanted to get it out because i have been keeping it in and my friends were telling me i was changing. so ive jsut been holding this in for almost a month and i hate it. i went ot her funeral the next week. so here it is. a poem and the story. she use to be a loving person.. now just another name on a gravesone38
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well it tells it all. i posted this on my website, but i just think that its time for me to stop hiding and face the facts
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Well thats true. i hate that people are like in the world and it hurts. i know at least that im not alone in this thing. i know that you have been there. thanx for the suppost. and im glad that you care
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My God sweetie, I hate to hear this. My first best friend ever, I lost her early in life. And it's because of sexual abuse too.. God, I hate that there are people like this! I really hope you find a way to cope with this. It's harder than most people would even imagine, I would think. Athena
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I know you are here kim but i just dont know how to xokain this. i odnt even wantto tell one of my best fiends monika, i tried to tell my other best friend tamaree but that didnt go so well. so right now i dont know how the rest of the world will take it. so i mean im just broken
and i know that if anyone saw me that they wouldnt think that, but its true and it hurts so bad to relize the girl is gone. so im sorry to disapoint you. i have done stupid things to deal and im sorry i know i made promises. to you and friends. but i just cant deal. but umm yea i dont know.
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Are you ok? well i know im late for all that and i know it was in august, but i mean this is a lot to deal with and i dont think you could handle it by yourself. i mean im here nernwon. i myte be older than you but you know im just a few doors down. dont worry. if you need me just come over. ok. i know yu have to talk to someone. and im just surprised you can keep this is for so long. i know what you've been through i know what goes on and i know what you have done so that makes me even more worried about your state of mind right now. well then..... whatever. Just promise me that you wont or alreay havent did somethign you might regret. i lvoe you to much for that. like i said female to female- come talk to me. i care about what happens and even if people in yur world dont, i do. ok. great story.im happy that you can finally come out with it
*Kim*
Sry about brittnay
Edited on Sep 19, 6:07 p.m. because ''.
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