This Is How I Perceive Myself (Personal Story Rant)

Drawing by Beat`Nik1

In this distorted position made up of something I could not change. I found my own name and my own way around those who sweat, trying to shut me down. And they know when I lay low, I still come back around. There ain't no one who can stop me. 2

Preparing my defenses 3

For daily battles 4

When the time is right I'll have them all on their knees, 5

understanding the signs of their own lives inside my eyes.6

Roots I take that lead me to the sea7

As I forever claim a place8

in this place9

I'll take another piece of this mind10

because it's mine11

So I don't give a damn who you think you are. I don't give a damn who you think this is. I be the beat of my own Nik, decked out in grey and black ... Darkness... Erupting under a nuclear cloud, spitting messages with verbal slaps. This is how I perceive my self  because if I don't... Who Will?12

I am Nik and Gin all in one, 13

it just depends on the rhythm of my rhyme, 14

I know what I am, who and why I am 15

I am Des`ire’s Rancor for16

Formed by the branches of Des`ire 17

by a fatal thought18

I am the Rebel who will not conform19

I am the Black Mamba20

The apace and aching pacer21

prowling the shock of thoughts22

were floors great restless feet23

in perpetual tempo24

I am but a single of two 25

wings snipped from the Menage of Rage26

See I know who I am27

And I will not be ignored from within28

nor from without29

And I will not atone 30

before gods who have long fled31

whom now lay silent as da dead32

anger is all I know, have and own33

it makes me who and what I am34

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