She Will Never Leave

“ It is deserted. Just you and the angels now. You never sit alone.1

The white pebbles smooth, soft under your feet. The oceans breeze flowing delicately past you. The sun reflecting, shining crystal clear. You sit with despair aching your broken heart. Pain in your body. Hurt in your mind. Your hands clasp your head, heavy, weighed down with anger, hatred, unbearable hurt. The tears cry down your face, angry tears, hurting so much.2

You can’t bear this pain anymore. You sit, waiting for the misery to end. Waiting for the tears to dry. Is their hope?3

Your angel sits close by. She wants so much to hold you, hug your pain away, but you have put the barrier up. She cannot get through the wall you built around your heart, around your soul.4

Let it go, let yourself break down. Let someone help you. Your angel moves closer as you cry angry heart breaking tears. You can’t take it anymore, it’s too much pain. You are so close to the end, so close to being free. You fall down, exhausted, so much anger burning you.5

You let your angel in. Something has to change. She embraces you as you scream uncontrollably on the rocks. She holds you so tight, so secure.6

She rocks you as you shake in tears. The pain.7

You calm. Tears no longer burn your face. But she still stays. She still holds you. She still sits with you.8

Sleep takes over from this moment. As you lay on the rocks your angel keeps a supportive hold on you. She watches you while you sleep. She warms you as the night breeze grips the air. She stays with you forever now. 9

She will never leave you.” 10