Love in universal love knows no gender love is.5

This wasnt the moment I was looking forward to.1


As I stepped into the school. I got the normal glars and wispers that you get at any shcool.
I figured it's only my third day at this schhol so no one as gotten use to seeing someone with bright blue spicky hair.Its something you dont see everyday.2

I was running late today okay yes I was meaning to but why be early when I have no  one to talk to befor class. 3

So I went straight to my first period class. The class I had with Taylor. I got in just befor the bell.4

No sign of Taylor yet. Maybe he took the day off because of last night night was it that hard for him to. 5

I Thought to soon. 6

Tay walked into the room. How did I think that last night would be to hard for him. Its Taylor nothing is to hard for him. 7

Taylor didnt walk into the room alone. 8

Behind him was the most gorgeous guy I had evr seen.The guys had blech blond hair and wasnt as long as mine. It wasnt as styled as mine ethier. when you first look at him you think jock so he has more of a shag then the "emo/scene" look. His eys.. there was something about his eyes that I got lost in untill we both snapped back into reality by the teacher saying "jake, jake"9

"His names jake, I like it" I thought10


"Everytime this is jake" She said.11

"You can take your seat over there in front of kyle" she said12

"Okay thanks..but who's kyle" he said13

His voice was music to my ears and he gets to sit in front of me "YAY" I thought 14

“Over there “ the teacher said pointing towards me.15

So I have Tay sitting beside me.NO I didnt want this but we picked this the first day whle we were datting and there was no turning back so we were stuck. I also have jake the new guy sitting in front of me. 16

I got to snap out of it I just got dumped by my boyfriends I should by down and sad I shouldn’t be already drooling over another guy already. I dont even know who hes into I doubt hes into guys. Even if he was it;s not like I would go right up to him and just start flirting.
When Taylor and I were dating we never showed PDA we were very private when it came to that we hadn’t even came out to are family members. Everyone just knew us as really good friends.17


The vibe between Taylor and I today was just tension. I could tell something was bothering him. I knew Taylor saw us look at each other for as llogn as we did. Hell the whole class did. 18

“Did the moment jake and I had hurt him as much as he hurt me the night befor?” I thought doubting it.19

NO one as ever hurt me as much as he hurt me. I dont think anybody ever could.20

The rest of the period went by like usualnot listening to the teacher and going in and out of space thinking about what my life could have been. 21

Would I still be best friends with Emily or not?22

The next period was music my favoraite class. 23

Nothing much happend. I was glad when lunch came.24

At lunch I had nothign better to do then go to the gym and sit on the blechers listening to my ipod. 25

While kyle listen to three days later from Fm Static he started A new song inspired by what has been happening latley
and not being sure if he will find anyone else to love like he loved Taylor. Kyle thought just befor Jake walked into the gym.26

There was something about him that kyle couldn’t resist. 27

“Where are you?” The text that I just got from Taylor read. 28

“In the gym?.I replied29

“I’ll be there in a sec.” he said.30

“How do you even figure I want you around me?. I said31

“STOP!” was all he sad back.32

What the hell did that mean. Stop what?.33

There he was walking right in the middle of the court with all eyes on him. Not the good eyes he got the eyes of h ow dare you come on my court. The jocks and the scene kids never got along at any school. I know from experance.34

The next thing I know taylor was sitting next to me. I didnt stop what I was doing. I’ve gotten a couplenew lines written down. 35

“This time I finally see the reason why I cant do this alone. It took sometime and consintration to believe it this I know.
I need to build my fate sometimes”36

Taylor saw what I was doing and just laughed.37

“Whats so fucking funny!”I yelled louder then I wanted to. 38

“Quiet down klye” 39

“Im not going to quiet down I need you to talk to me not laugh at me”
“Stop what” I said40

“what?” Taylor said41

“Just a couple minitues ago you texted me telling me to stop... what do I need to stop doing” I said in a rather angry tone42

“Acting like this” he said 43

“Acting like what?” I said a little confused now44

“Your acting stupid”45

“What im acting stupid because the guy I fell in love with broke my heart and hurt me more then I’ve evr been hurt befor is that why?”
“I think im doing prettygood for someone who just got thier heart torn out of there body by their bestfriend and boyfriend.” Was the last thing I said before he walked out of the gym.