Sink your fangs into this one - chapter 6 *confessions of Frank*

Franks Confession1

I never knew it would come to this. I guess the tension was just to high. I beleive that everyone and everything is beautiful, inside and out, but there is some special people who can embrace the nature of beauty tightly. Some speical people who can make an effect on certian creatures who are not of this world. A creature like me. It's time to make my point across that I must be a monster. A monster that kills without realising it. For the past month the murders in New Jersey have increased by 58% since the day I "changed". Which brings me back to those special people. Gerard is definetly one of them. When you get that weak sensation in your gut and go weak in your legs. When you look at them in the eyes and the butterflys swirl. When they kiss you and you nearly kill them...2

Gerard kissed me. I know what you are thinking - GAY!. But the thing is I never really looked at the sex of a person since I changed. I looked into their hearts and minds and that told me what type of person they really were and what effect they had on me. I never found a special person until Gerard showed up into my life. I looked into his eyes for the first time after I had "changed" and I felt that I was trapped in his gaze. I was potent. Potent. I never really understood this word but it kept on rallying to and fro inside my messed up head. I realise now that it's a newly discovered word for 'love'. Potent in the english lanuage however means many things but i remember it best for producing powerful and physical effects like a drug. Gerard was my own brand of drug. Whenever I an around him he calms me down. Stops me from going insane and killing everyone, but I know that if i get to close to him I could kill him. I still don't know what i am capible of, I could brutaliy murder him. That I would kill myself for.Ive noted many of my new "talents", I can run very VERY fast, i'm extreamly strong, I can move objects without touching them, I can read minds of people and their hearts, I can stay up all night and not get tired. The downsides however is that i feel that i have the urge to kill anything that p.isses me off, I get really REALLY thirsty at night, I don't have a clue what happens sometimes, my eyes are very sensitive to bright lights, when it's hot im cold and vice versa. It's all so stupid, though i do notice when i get angry that my pupils dilate and turn black, and my fangs appear.. I never wanted any of this, I was happy before I changed, being the usuall imature 28 year old messing about with his mates. I feel that im getting angrer and angerer by the second and sometime soon I feel like im gonna lose it. It just feels too stange, and the thing that im mostly p.issed off about is that i don't know how this happened. How I "changed". Gerard kissed me and I felt the passion burn behind his numb lips which made mine cold with an unatural hunger. Which leads me to my conclusion. I need Gerard more than ever now and I hope that he can understand what has become of me and if anything gets in my way to get to him. I will Kill.