Loveless [Chapter 7]

Chapter 7: Loveless becomes Love1

Part I: I gave her my music2

We got to out spot and I got my electric guitar out of the bag and I plugged it in to the little amplifier. I began to play something for her. I gave my heart and soul to the melody. I wanted to let her know how much I loved her. It was a loud and crazy melody, but that’s just how my loved to her is. Loud. Crazy. I saw her smile. I saw her cry. I saw her laugh. I saw her scream. I saw her so innocent, yet so wild. So delicate, yet so strong. I finished and she started to clap.3

Joan: it was awesome!4

Dean: you liked it?5

Joan: loved it!6

Dean: thanks…I just…let my self go…7

Joan: I loved it! Really! It was great!8

Dean: thanks9

Part II: I gave him my Poetry10

He sat down and I got my notebook out. I started to read a couple of my poems to him. Tears, laughs, smiles, worries, sadness, love, all of those emotions, and more, came out. He liked them, I could tell. I saw it in his eyes. I told him, in my poems, all I needed to tell him. The words came out. My heart and soul flew away. They went to him. And he catch them. After I finish, I collide in his arms, he putted them around me.11

Dean: those poems…where awesome…12

Joan: really?13

Dean: yeah…I loved them… specially “Save Me”…I’ll save you, my Dark Angel14

Joan: Save me…my Dark Prince…save me15

I looked to his eyes and we kissed. We fell in a deep kiss.16

Part III: Music and Poetry are Love17

After we kissed. I grabbed my guitar and began to play a rhythm. 18

Dean: sing it…19

Joan: (kind of laughing) w-what?20

Dean: sing you poem…Save me21

She was a little afraid but she let her voice out. A beautiful, soft, sweet, angelic voice. And began to sing. We combine Music and Poetry and made Love. We putted our hearts and souls together and let them be free. After we finish, I sat down next to her. She looked happy.22

Dean: you have a great voice23

Joan: thanks, you really know how to play24

Dean: thanks…25

I looked at her eyes and give her a kiss.26

Part IV: Love …27

While we kiss, he touched my face, my neck and my harms. I got the shivers. I started to shake and I hugged him. Slowly, we began to lie down. I was on top of him. The light of the moon was on top of us. I began to kiss his neck. He began to caress my hair and body. Then, he turned and he end up on top of me. He started to kiss my neck. Ever since we started to do this, I didn’t felt fear, hurt, dead, like I do when my brother use to do it. I let him go on, not one single tear came out. All that came out was love.28

Part V: …Love…29

There I was. Kissing her neck. Caressing her body. Feeling her heat. Couldn’t believe it. Good was all that came out. It was so good, not to hear my dad’s voice yelling at me. Just a complete sweet silence. All that came out, was a name out of her mouth.30

Joan: Dean…31

Dean: how you know my name? I haven’t told you32

Joan: I don’t know…I just felt it…33

I can’t believe she loved me so much that she figured out my name. It was like we had a special connection. I smile and continue kissing her. Suddenly, I felt, some word needed to come out of my mouth.34

Dean: I love you…Joan…35

Now, I don’t know how the hell I knew her name. I just…said it. Hope I’m right. She smile so, yeah I was right.36

Part VI: …Love…37

I haven’t felt loved. Never. I haven’t felt this special connection with anyone. And I won’t feel like this ever. ‘Cause this is my Dark Prince. I know. I feel it. After a while. I let him in. It wasn’t painful, it was sweet. It wasn’t shame, it was love. It wasn’t fear, it was safe. I love him. He loves me. That night was perfect. We let our love combine. And the night was long and beautiful. Kiss, after kiss after kiss after kiss. Touch after touch after touch. Love after love after love after love. Feeling him in, was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever felt. I don’t want this night to end.38

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