As I sit here on the computer with my heart in my throat. My vision blurry and my mind full of thoughts as I think, think of how tomorrow might be the worse or best day of my life.1
I can near enough imagine me getting up at 6 tomorrow morning with a sleepy head and a heavy heart. The excitement and nerves bubbling up inside me until I feel like I'm going to explode from all the pressure. I can imagine me coming downstairs feeling sick from nerves and hunger but being unable to eat as I get lead in to the car and my heart leaps yet again. 2
I can imagine the auction house looming over me as I make my way slowly to the barn doors swung open like a mouth waiting to engulf me. I can imagine the the dryness of my throat as my limbs shake violently, not off the cold but off how scared I felt inside. 3
When I think of the auction man I think of an old man with a stern grin, greying hair and a monotone voice. I can imagine the horses getting led in to the ring, and as I see the one my heart will just stop. Her brown and white coat will shine through the darkness all around and her, and her beautiful eyes will shimmer as she passes the crowd. My heart will turn to lead and my eyes will be strained as the bidding starts...4
I don't know how this will turn out though. She's the perfect horse... She's the most perfect thing I've ever seen and I so want her to be mine! But only fate will decide and until then I will sit here thinking, trying not to get excited incase I don't get her. But not trying to get myself down either. Even now my heart occasionally misses a beat as I think of how tomorrow could become the worse day of my life...5
Author notes
I just wrote this because I needed to write about how I feel before I explode... I'm obviously very nervous and will probs write what happens on saturday. At least I've got a party 2 get drunk+ forget it all on sat if it doesn't work out. But for now I just have to hope for the best... and well keep feeling sick lol.
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I will be waiting to hear the next chapter...
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Thankyou, this is quite an old story of mine and I totally forgot to write more on this one. ore about this will be coming soon though when I have time
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ok, first things first, getting drunk doesnt do anything but make ur life worse in the long run.
other then that, ur story was pretty good, but i did spot some grammatical errors and spelling in there, but what can i say- ive done a lot worse -
Awww thanx hunnie x
I don't know if that will ever happen, but it'd be kool to write a book one time when I have a bit more time... Doubt I'd be able to find a publisher and it could never be a professeion for me. Thanx sweetie-I love writing stuff to do with romance-my poems are usually not as good as my stories though because I've only just started with poetry. Anyway thanx for your lovley comment x
Luv Lou
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I read all of your writes and I am positive that you should write your own romance novels. I have not read enough of your poetry yet to comment much on it, but you definitely have a true talent for writing stories. I would buy your books. Keep up the good work!
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Tar 4 your luvley comment x I hope so lol!
Luv Lou
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Im sure it will be fine hunni!! Great write sweetie! keep it up!
One love,
Kitty xx
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