Ghostly Engagement

Wishing.... older... slowly we were aging....aged to an older us in hours.. we went off through the train tracks. They intersected....we wished and wished as we held hands that they would change to stars. You wished on yours and it took longer to wish on mine.. when your rounded the corner Mine ignited I knew they were to close to us.. That this was going to end well.. Grasping your hand we waited shortly for the crash.. As the walls came down onto us I tried to reach for your hand.. I thought you were dead... i was so worried.. We just got engaged.. I was so crushed... But when you were sluggish walking from the wreckage. You seemed to be looking for me.. It seemed to me you didn't care that here I was perfectly fine. You were just standing there.. I walked over to see what it was you were looking at.. And I seen it.. It was me... I wished you could see me and that this was all some really weird thing happening.. I tapped you on the shoulder.. Your face was white.... Somehow you could see me.. We hugged and hugged... But we were so confused as to why... their was this other body of me.. you went over to it and checked the pulse.. and a grim look on your face told me there was no pulse... he didn't say anything before he started pumping away and my lifeless body... It didn't seem to be working... Now I was worried.. and new that this was it.. I was dead.. and we were never getting married.. we'd never be to gather again.. He tried and tried for hours.. Trying to bring up a pulse.. but it was working.. I was dead.... He turned to me.. and I could tell in his eyes he didn't know what to do.. After the ambulance arrived he left with my body.. But I couldn't follow him. Some force stopped me.. he later came back.. we talked and talked;.. about what this was.. you came by there everyday and it was like I was never really gone.. But still I couldn't leave or move.. so the railroads were torn down. Their reason was it was a dangerous area.. Soon a restaurant was up.. We'd go up stairs and sit down and I'd watch you eat.. and I wouldn't say anything.. I didn't want to make you look nuts... I knew no one else could see me.. You talking to nothing may make you look nuts.. But you got me a order to go and we sat in the alley.. and we talked... After a while... you weren't coming by everyday.. and i was stuck reading the books you'd dropped by.. Writing letters... And staring at your picture.. I cried a lot... while you were gone.. though I still cried a lot when I had you near me.. but It wasn't such a sad cry...I had someone to cry with.. I had someone to comfort me.. and you made me feel at peace for a bit.. After the years.. you'd only been coming by once a week.. I never asked you why it was less frequent.. By I asked what you had been doing.. you were finally starting over I was happy in a weird way for yo.. I didn't want you to be doing nothing all your life.. I told you time and time again.. not to even bother coming back.. But you never listened.... that restaurant went down a few months ago and you'd get me stuff so I could make it all pretty.. and we had a place to stay and out.. you bought it for me.. and SO.. We'd only see watch other once a year.. on the day of our engagement.. on the day of our horrible "new beginning"..... We'd make love and you'd stay till the next afternoon.. It was like tings had never changed.. but you didn't see how much of a hard thing it really was for me..You were my only contact... I'd get you a gift from the store next to me.. and It was like our own retreat.. But our next year visit you brought 2 people with you.. A girl that was extremely attractive.. and a little boy.. Her name was Mallory... his name was Joseph.. I could tell by the way you looked at her.. she was your new love.. That I knew you were having.. I had told you better find another.. But i never thought you'd bring her here without telling me..1