I Loved You First

I know I met him first
I know I've kissed before
I know I'll probably never see you
But I can't just let you walk out that door
I've never even seen you, but I can't let you go1

I can't just let you
Capture my heart
But you already have...
What the hell's wrong with me?
This poem doesn't even rhyme
You've stopped my brain this time...2

This is just a crush
Just a crush
That will never be...
So I'm gonna shush
And be a good girl
With the perfect boyfriend
Who deserves more than her
While she watches the one who'd be her end
Which is you3

If this is a trick
On your behalf
I'll just forget how much I love that lie
Slowly, as I forget how to laugh4

I'm betraying everyone and everything
But most of all
I'm betraying myself
Who I most appall5

This will hurt eveyone
Me, him... you
But I can't come to terms with reality
That much we both do6

It's just a feeling
One I don't know what to do with
Because my life is perfect...
Where you're just a myth

Author notes

I'm lame and write about crappy crushes. Ugh.

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