uh...

Its making me long for a chance to write something1

its making me long for a chance to need something2

I don't know what i need so desperatly3

i don't know what i want so much4

i spinning in a circle just needing what i want5

the dizzy daze of the image is making me tired6

tired of moving and sick of trying to look for ways 7

to get what i want8

my whole life i have spent my time working for what i want9

my whole life has been one big selfish plan10

i never realized that someone is controlling the whole thing11

and God only laughs at my plans12

They don't matter13

i can't even comprehend what i am supposed to do14

and that is why i am so tired15

i don't get it. I came here to write a poem16

that i haven't been able to write- and obviously still can't17

but i am stuck here wanting something18

is it cause i'm lonely19

am i reaching out because i need him?20

is it cause it is just time 21

for me to sit back and watch the things that around me22

and hope that i will understand what is happening?23

No, i do not get it,24

and i will never be able to comprehend it25

i hope i never will26