Chapter 1: My prescence and sbs

I am the eternal goddess of sunlight you may worship at my feet but make sure I dont tread on you. My sister came waltzing into the room reading her script out loud so we all had to praise her. My mother of course kissed the ground she walked on and my father gave her ten pounds because he was so proud. Me, I just stood there and said that she was great half heartedly. I wasn't completley pleased of the way my parents were acting. This never happened with me. Never. I feelt slightly annoyed at this. I left it alone though. I felt I should leave it otherwise I will just get into another row with my parents. It wasnt worth it anymore. Twelve years old and already fed up of being around them. I left the house feeling guilty and worthless.1

I pulled out my bus pass as I entered the coach the usual looming face stared out from the picture. It was ugly. Fat and ugly. The blue eyes next to the over larged nose and the fat lips with plump cheeks, all topped off my ginger hair! Yay1 I thought ginger was beautiful, it is but its the discrimination that makes it ugly. 2

I sat next to an empty seat which I now used it for saving a seat for my invisible friend goddess of the land of six packs. Beautiful. She was my new best friend because around her I could imagine the best bodies. I'm not toally sick just a bit friendless. Life is cruel but it can be alright. I just wish for once my parents would come to a concert. My band Supressed by Sherbert were awesome. If only they would just listen.3

I was just arriving at the school gate when something hit me. Why do I always come here? It's a no school uniform day lets just bunk-find a gig for sbs? The many students piled off the bus and I slipped quietly to the back. This was going to be one adventure. But wait what if I get caught. Well like Kelly Rowland once said. Good dont get attention and thats what I wanted attention. With that the bus pulled away and headed for the town centre but I wasnt going there, I was going much further the heart of all music, the music street. West side radio road.4