Are you okay

Everyone is asking me if okay?1

And im not. Im tired of being lied to. Im sick of people saying they will be there and there not. And I hate feeling like this. Im not good enough for people and never will be, so I don’t see why im trying. Im tired of being asked “am I okay” when clearly im not. Don’t fuck with my emotions, because then I end up fucked up. I abhore everyone who told me things that ment a lot to me because now I know there lies. And for people who believe love is real its not. No one can truly comprehend love, unless they have had a strong change within them. Love comes in 2 parts in my mind. 2

Part 1: Being able to feel the other persons love, and being able to unconditionally love that person back, no matter what. 3

Part 2: Being able to stay faithful.4

So fuck all of you who said they love so and so, because you don’t! 50% of the United States divorces. Because there dumb and they think they love each other and there ment to be. Love is a joke. The other 50%, who are still together, are just lucky people who can tolerate each other.5

So no im not okay. Stop asking me that. I just want to be happy again. I want things how they were, before anything changed.6