Zack Black =[

Wow...1

My Friend Zack Black decided enough was enough... he passed away on the 7th of July 2009, i don't know why, I don't care, but i want him back, not only did he hurt so many people... he broke my heart.2

He was an amazing person you made so many people happy and got hurt for no reason! his father would beat him, girlfriends would cheat on him, PEOPLE HURT HIM!!! 3

I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!! -cries-4

fucking hell, i mean... i don't even know what to say.5

He died on the night his ex girlfriend went into labor with his twin babies... he only recently found out that he had 2 possibly fathers, a twin brother and 2 more sisters... but he...6

I don't know what to say i really don't, my eyes hurt so much from crying its PAINFUL, and i think i was a STUPID BITCH for doing the same kind of thing...7

Zack you hated your life, but why did you have to do that, why didn't you talk to me?!!! you know i could have made you happy again, you always said i could, why didn't you let me! that's not fair! fuck look I'm crying again, I can't even see the keyboard properly.8

I got a letter from him today... 8th July 20099

Dear Jennifer 10

These are some of the last words I will ever say to you. But I want you to no that I will always be watching over you. I will be your guardian angel watching you from the stars above. Just remember that I loved you with all my heart. It’s a shame that we will never meet. When you’re at breaking point I will be there with you even though you might not know it. I hope you find that one guy that loves you as much as I did, and treats you with all the respect and attention you deserve. You were one of the only girls that I could ever say I love you to and actually mean it. Jennifer even though you won’t admit it you are one of the most beautiful girls that my eyes have ever seen. I just wish I had a chance to of met you because if I did I think I would of melted into the ground with happiness. Jennifer you were the best thing that happened to me and I want to say goodbye for the last time 11

And I want you to know I’ll always love you12

Forever and ever babe (:13

And one more time just to be funny 14

- Grabs Jenn’s boobies- haha love ya gawwjuzzz15

He always made me laugh16

He always understood17

He always checked if i was ok18

He got angry if someone was mean to me19

He always called me gawwgus, beautiful, pretty20

He was always so snooshy, saying the cutest things to make me smile or blush...21

I miss him.22

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I love you Zack, and I wish you hadn't.24