If only. (Part 1)

Dark nights, Dull lights, Fog, Rain, And fear.1

These are all of the things that make this reality true.2

This is: Meth, never stops tearing apart the things that mean the most to you, The things that make you who you are as a person, The things that scare you, The things that you never thought would happen to you, Happen.3

It's late, and just like every other night in the land of the dead, people walk and do things that will be regretted when they wake up off of their high. They say the crash off of it is the worst, so they just always stay high. Way i look at it, well, you wouldn't have to crash if you never started the drug, right?4

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The moon was full, as it always is, or at least as it always appears. 6

Morgan wanted to go off into her car and take care of her drug habit, but Nina said she would not give into the peer pressure. well, it's sure hard to find people who know enough about themselves to realize that they don't need drugs to make people accept them. What the teenagers of this generation don't realize is that there are billions of people out there, and a bunch of them don't do the drugs... they want acceptance, and all they have to do is know who they really are. 7

"You don't even have to smoke that much dude, just one puff and you'll be thanking me." Said Morgan with intent.8

"Dude, don't even waste your time Nina" Forces Becca.9

Becca was like Nina's better half, Friends for about 11 years. Becca had always made good choices with Nina. But, Nina had been changing her life. Started smoking pot. Lost interest in school. All Becca wanted to do was keep Nina out of the fucking jail house. But, Nina was one to fall into temptation.10

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"Are you going to come out to the car with me or not?" Screamed Morgan.12

"Fine, but just one puff dude. That's all!" Replied Nina.13

While walking to the car i guess you could say that Nina had a change of heart. Only one can tell what they are thinking, i guess she decided that she had friends that really cared if she lived or died... And Morgan was not one of them. 14

"Hey man, this is cool and all but i think I'm just gonna go and sit in the backseat till your done. Actually, it'll be boring, so I'll get Becca to come out here. Chill with you?" Said Nina. 15

It had taken Nina a while to build up the courage to say that to Morgan. Just like every other kid in America, all Nina was looking for was acceptance. 16

"Fine man, but, I'm telling you... Your missing out." Morgan pushed out these words with a full puff of Meth smoke in her lungs. 17

Nina climbed into the backseat, grabbed her purse, and desperately tried to find her phone. 18

After she found it she called Becca and asked her to come out to the car.19

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It started to rain, Fog descended from the ground and filled the earth with it's presence. 21

People on Meth do things that don't really make any sense. Sometimes i wonder if they know the things they are doing are completely irrational and pointless. Morgan being one of these people who do irrational things backed up the car, fast. so fast it just about knocked the wind out of Nina. 22

"Dude, what the hell are you doing? Becca is coming into the car with me... Remember?" It was a massive battle for Nina to find the breath to push out those words. 23

"Oh shit man, sorry." Morgan slammed on the breaks as she said that.24

Moments later Becca came out to the car, But before she even could reach her hand to the door, she saw Morgan, Holding the Meth pipe.25

Becca didn't make one sound or anything to gesture to me that she was not going into the car.26

All she did was shake her head, turn, and walk right back into the house.27

"Well, fuck her man, Let's go party at my house. No more Meth tonight i swear. Just sexy boys, and Alcohol." Morgan insisted.28

"Yeah, you know... your right. Let's just go, i'll see Becca in the morning when i have to drive her home." Nina agreed.29

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A while later we arrived at Morgans house, People were always in and out, buying drugs and such... So it was not a surprise tome when i saw that there were doped up people laying out of her front lawn naked as the day they were born. The moment i saw that sight something inside of me decided tonight was not the night to be around Morgan, and i should go home and be with my real friend. 31

"Dude, i think i'm gonna go back and hang with Becca, So she doesn't throw a bitch fit. " Said Nina.32

"Do whatever the fuck you want Nina, i don't care. I never did. Have fun walking home bitch!" Screamed Morgan.33

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Walking through the park filled with shit loads of trees and bushes was not something that Nina liked to do. She was scared of that kind of stuff, not to mention the fact that it was raining, for was on the ground, and it was late. Nina was really freaked out.35

Suddenly Nina started hearing voices, whispers to be exact. But, load whispers. 36

"That's Nina."37

"Yeah, everyone knows little Nina."38

"I know the bitch too well."39

"She's important, she knows the combo to the safe."40

"Go get the answer out of her.41

"No, i have something worst in plan."42

"She deserves to pay for what she did."43

"Go get hey Katie, She's your meat." 44

Nina didn't know what to do. Run? Scream? What difference would it make? Nina had a feeling something bad was going to happen she just didn't know what yet. Suddenly she heard someone running, Not just running but sprinting. Nina started to jog, then to run, then to sprint. She didn't know where to go anymore, for some reason she felt as if she was lost, like she got pushed into a different world. A world where everything was dark and cold.45

As Nina ran she looked behind her, The moment she looked back in front of her... There he was. Just standing there, it was as if he came out of no where. Nina tried to turn and run the other way but then she fell. All she saw was his feet walking over to her, then everything was dark.46

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