" Dark Mother " 2prt.

I stare at the moon again...1

There wasn't another lady....It was me .. I'm the one staring at the moon with a Silver Mask  and glooming eyes that turn black when pain is looming inside.2

I closed my eyes at the border of the abyss . One step and I will finally rest.... Wrong . 3

One step into the abyss tear apart the Silver Mask .... In the fall my body crash the rocks several times . A heartbeat smash the crystalline water, drowning without mercy virtues and hate, life itself. Despair still drowning me . ....4

I'm dying.... 5

A single heartbeat is left and gone.6

I'm Death..7

Blackness surrounds me but, 8

a voice ... I hear a voice:9

" Your Soul is now in my hands. Wake up , wake up once again...."10

An Spectral Darkness is holding me ... No Silver or Dark hair wildly the wind moves, no black leathers wrapped my body. Brown curly hair I posses and sedas of blue sky safe my body.11

Silently the Spectral Darkness gaze with coldness a strange men , surround in a Black mist...far from been human.12

Without hesitation the Spectrum claim:13

" Dare yourself to stain her soul with misery and pain but, I will came back to take her away...Dare yourself to shed her silvery tears . I won't be waiting patiently in the Dark...Dare yourself to kiss her with lies...And the Hand of God I will become. "14

Hurt her and Tears of Blades  you will cry ...but, no one will answer this time.15

The Man in Black mist and unearthly golden eyes hold me tight against his body as the most yearning treasure.16

Silence was his answer....17

The Spectral Darkness walk a way and stop hesitating....,turning around just to glance the image of fervent devotion for last time..18

Suddenly the wind uncloak the Spectrum. Death was using my appearance to left me know who it was. An instance later The Death fade a way...19

Darkness brake away when I woke up facing the Dawn..I'm incapable to feel..Emptiness is my Gift. Death and Darkness spear my life but, what's the reason of made it last.....20

An Unearthly Golden Eyes stared at me with full Sadness and Love...I'm forgetting something ....something that's gone..21

I'm incapable of something ...,a dream ... The house was in total coldness.... I hear footsteps ." For God's Sake are you all right..? answer me...! - My Mother said .. She was worried and crying ,shaking of the coldness that embrace the house. She found me in my bed almost unconscious and naked ..My skin was almost blue, my lips white and my eyes were lost in a memory... 22

I was alive and Death at the same time ....Imcapable to feel nothing ....23