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There was girl who loved with true meaning to people who passed in her road of life. She gave her time to many people to cheer up their days and help them with their problems. Many grew to enjoy her company but one more  than others. He so admired her and all her beauty that she held inside. He told her when he saw her how wonderful she was. She could see in his eyes he loved her. She did not know what to do or how to handle this emotion he felt for her and the ties that bound her from him. Her sweet heart did not want to harm another persons  precious soul so she did not push him away when he showed his feelings. But would smile and give her thanks for his kindness...Then the moment had came that she tried so hard to not let happen.1

She knew he wanted to kiss her and that would make him happy. So she thought with her mind and with the compassion of her heart. She kissed him and she knew he felt an amazing sense of love. But in her head she was thinking of her husband who lay home in bed.Yet to see this boy so in love with her made her feel like she should give something in return. And she did, she didn't think of what would happen, she just did. Now after the fact she seem to think about it over and over again. For she went home to her husband and let the boy remember her. And his memories of them was too much for him to take knowing she's with another. She had heard the news and  fell to the floor and cried so hard that she could not breath. No one knew why he would do such a thing, except her. She broke his heart without any repair to be done. She knew her life would not be the same and for his unhappiness she felt like she should feel that also. So once again in return she destroyed her life by telling her husband.2

It's been 3 years and she hasn't heard from him. Its been hard to live without him and with the fact that someone has passed on because of her tender heart for him. She let that make a decision that caused her present grief. What would she do with her life that has perished. Memories would haunt her everyday. She just couldn't seem to live on without thinking....thinking of all that she had done by the starting of one simple kiss. Love can blossom with one glance, and leave one baffled at how this can happen. It took only one time for a boy to fall in love and to him it was forever and who can say it wasn't. Confused from what Gods plan is. Who to love and leave. Why would he let someone feel so much for another. Why would she feel so compassionate to give up a piece of herself. Questions that replayed over in her head have caused her tears to fall and now there is no more tears that can be shed. 3

That night was crisp and cold. She lay in her bed with the window up to feel the air hit her face. For the first time in 3 years she closed her eyes to pray. You would expect her to ask for forgiveness but she did not. She asked for release from this world and did not care if she had any here after. She judged herself with condemning every inch of her body, mind, soul and heart. All her kindness went without any recognition. She was truly ready to go and she did.....she just did. Young and with so much life ahead of her was the gossip running through the air. But no one knew the grief and pain she felt except one had an idea and he was too late to help her with the sorrow he was reluctant to see when he left her. He came to visit her the wrong way. Laying there in the coffin without any of her smiles and her eyes of love were closed. 4

I can not finish this story without telling what happened to her. She arrived among weeping angels who felt her pain something an angel could not experience until now. She brought tears of hope of compassion to the souls of many who did wrong and so many looked upon as sinful sinners. "For God gave His only begotten Son for us to live." She had held more than enough love for 10 souls and felt each with truth. Her heart was too big for this world so she was brought home. Her sadness was her punishment and it lasted way too long. She struggled to live each day without taking her own life and finally gave in and asked for the breath of her sorrow to be gone and He answered and embraced her heart and wiped away all her sins. We are complex creatures with the strongest emotions. God created us and was amazed at how we grew. Some not so great but for the most he is pleased for only one soul that reaches out to Him gives Him hope for another to do the same. And as for the boy who took his life...God remember him, He is compassionate and forgives even when we expect He wouldn't. Some are too weak to wait or ask for help and God sees deep into each of us. He loves greater than all the emotion the world can show. This is the ending of my story and I hope I left you with a piece of hope and love. Even the saddest of souls have an ending that is a smile. I didn't have to share this with you but I did....I just did.5