Everythings gone wrong.

it's alright Nina.1

stop it. stop bleeding. 2

well, maybe just one more. one more cut. one ore hit of that pipe. one more drag of that cigg. 3

nothing can stop it mow. no one has the power to break away the bond that i have with him.4

it's crazy how the people you love the most can cause you more pain than you ever thought imaginable. 5

but, what is pain? the blood pouring out of you like a cold rainy night, not really knowing when it's all going to just stop.6

that's all i ever really wanted, was for it all to stop.7

stop bleeding, stop crying, stop dieing, but most of all, stop thinking about him.8

i know you want him home, but the chance of that happening is very low.9

stop the lies boy. all i ask is that everything makes sense. right now it doesn't.10

i trust you. still.. i don't know why. everyone keeps telling me I'm wasting my time on you. and now that everything starts to fall into place maybe i am.11

but, for some reason i can't get myself to believe that.12

i love you. yes, i said it. do i mean it? bah, of coarse i do.13

but if i love you, do you love me? it's hard to believe that you do. you lied to me. and you cheated on me.14

i didn't ever think that i would be the girl that just forgets about all of the stuff that you've done to me. cheating; we all make mistakes don't we? 15

i had one problem with what you did. you lied. when your the only person in my life i trust with Everything... it's not acceptable to lie to me. i would kill for you.16

and i can't say that for many people; in fact i can only say that for you.17

don't try telling me your gonna change because in the end we both know you won't.18

put down the Meth, it's not worth your time. your too good to do those things.19

why didn't i ever catch you taking a hit of Meth? hmmm, maybe you were just good at hiding it. witch brings me to another problem... i thought we told each other everything. i guess not. it's a big shame too. only because i told you everything. everything 20

you changed my life, and do you see what it's doing to me? it's getting dark. it's starting to be hard to breathe.21

i don't see a reason to breathe if your not gonna be here to share my air.22

drugs are the only way to fix this. get rid of your drugs and let me overdose on mine.23

i can't take any of this anymore. 24

it was good a good time for you to do this shit. right when i realized everyone else is fake i want to come to you and realize your as real as it gets. and in the end the exact opposite happens. i never thought it would come to this day. your fake too.25

remember that feeling you got when you were a kid and you broke something and you just hear this blood boiling scream from your mother? that's how i felt when you told me you lied.26

stop breaking my heart.27

Don't you think you've already done enough damage?28

i love you. stop breaking me.29

and with that being her last sentence she flew off into her own world and begun to hear singing. "because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you, over again. don't make me change my mind or i won't live to see another day i swear it's true. because a girl like you is impossible to find, your impossible to find."30

and when she opened her eyes, he was there. crying. just singing to her.31

maybe he does love me after all.32