Loveless [Chapter 3]

Chapter 3: Enough is enough!1

Part I: I have had enough!2

I was laying on my bed. I was crying. I told my mom but she didn’t believe me. She said that he couldn’t do something like that. That he was a saint. I can’t believe she protects him. I wanted to kill myself. I wasn’t love, I was raped almost everyday, and my mom always takes my brother’s side. But something told me to hold on. Hold on. My big brother entered my room.3

Bro: aww…mommy didn’t believed you…so…sad…4

Joan: please…leave me alone…go away…5

Bro: I told you we were going tonight…it was so amazing today…6

Joan: leave me alone! You hurt me really bad! Leave me alone!7

Bro: haven’t you heard… to make the ones you love happy, you gotta suffer…8

Joan: no! and I don’t love you! I don’t even like you!9

Bro: me neither! I just love what you do!10

Joan: leave me alone!11

I came close to me and I grabbed the first thing I had in hand: a lamp. I hit him with it and he fell in the floor. I was in shock. Did I just do that? I was so scared I just grabbed my jacket, went out the window and began to run. I ran and ran, and didn’t looked back.12

Part II: I can’t take it anymore!13

I was in my room. Crying. I’ve told my uncle, my dad’s brother and he didn’t believe me. “Kids today…making up stories to get attention!” He said. Does anyone loves me in this fucking world?! God! Why do you make me suffer like this?! I began to yell. I saw the razor in my nightstand. I grabbed and putted the sharp point close to my veins. I was about to go on…but…something told me to stop. The feeling was very strong. So I dropped it. I went to a corner of the floor and began to cry. Suddenly, by dad entered. No…14

Dean’s dad: hey…15

Dean: god! Leave me alone!16

Dean’s dad: I came here to give my emo son some love!17

Dean: I don’t want your disgusting love! Take away to somebody else! To that fucking bitch you call wife!18

Dean’s dad: uh…the baby has grown up…nice…19

Dean: give one more step…and I’ll-20

Dean’s dad: you’ll what? (smile)21

I looked at him. He got closer. I got up fast and hit him. He fell to the floor and I began to kick him and punch him. I left him kind of knock out. I looked at him in shock. What I’ve I done?...I grabbed my jacket and ran away. I got out of the door and began to run. I ran and didn’t turned back. The rain began to fall. But I didn’t let that stop me.22

To Be Continue...