I met you on a Tuesday...1
Thought it was innocent..2
Little did I know.. 3
You can not take no!4
We were friends for a while...5
I knew the love of your life...6
She was sweet, and caring...7
To bad you are not the same.8
We had a few times that were good...9
You got what you wanted.. and a little more...10
Then when I wanted it to end... you could not understand...11
I spent the night that night...12
Now I am sorry that I did....13
Never should have been there, don't know why I was...14
It was a hard time...15
I needed a friend...16
I couldn't sleep.17
You came to help.. or so I thought.18
Soon you were making suggestions..19
I said no...20
You did them anyways..21
I felt helpless...22
So scared...23
Not sure what to do...24
I did not fight back.. I should have...25
I let you hurt me..26
I was weak.. I still am!27
You decided to go against what I wanted..28
My feeble cries of no....29
They meant nothing to you...30
Something came over you... something I had not seen before...31
An evil there in your eyes....32
This was about something.. power maybe...33
You did what you wanted.... 34
Then left me there...35
Laying there to cry..36
To bleed.. 37
To feel like I wanted to die...38
You hurt me... 39
It is unforgettable...40
I tried to make you pay,41
You denied it all.42
I lost a friend and my life..43
You lost nothing...44
You do not think about it ever..45
I think about it always...46
I lost your child...47
You do not care...48
You would have denied that as well.49
You never knew that... you never will....50
I guess I will never be free51
From you need for power...52
From the memories of the evilness I saw53
Or the way that I feel...54
Rape...55
It is not fare...56
It is unforgettable!57
Author notes
I was raped when I was 19 by my one of my good friends ( at the time) fiance. I tried to tell her but she never believed me so I lost a friend and I lost my life to him really. I also got pregnant and lost the child that I was carrying... it has ruined my life. That is my story....
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Comments
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I am not so cure that you can ever be ok but I am more ok now than I was before... so yeah.... thank you so much for reading this poem and thank you for the comment.
Rivkah -
This is very good. It helps to write all of these things out. You went through a lot and I'm very sorry for that. Are you okay now?
Very good poem. -
amazing
Rebecca, this is an awesome. I'm so glad you got this all out. I know writing this down helps you. This is a horrible thing that happened to you, but remember there is always hope with God. With Him you can find peace again.
Love you lots,
Krista
Edited on Aug 21, 6:09 p.m. because ''.

