My nerves short-circuit
and all throughout my body,
no longer can I feel you.
In this instant, all that I want
is in my body, yet
missing from my mind.
I'd live for now,
if only, right now, I could feel.
Coming back for more.
Do we ever return to the same spot?
Can I ever return to the way things were,
the way you felt?
When you're gone I know what I'll be.
A shaken, empty shell of a girl
on the ground, but floating high as high can be
in the nonexistent sky of blue
that still won't let me feel you.
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I think I'm not done. Scratch that, I knowww I'm not done.
