about what I long for small pretty and pink2
or maybe in blue it would come to me then3
that precious little bundle that God did not send.4
"I need her with me" he lovingly said5
"She will still love you" I heard as I laid in my bed6
but I wanted her here with me by my side7
I wanted to teach her and be a good guide.8
"She is ok my loving daughter9
in heaven with me is where I have brought her."10
But why oh why did you choose my child Lord11
my heart is ripped as if cut by a sword12
Don't you see don't you see this is more than I can bear13
for the baby from within was all I wanted to care14
to love and protect, to keep my small blessing15
she was pulled from my womb for which now I am stressing.16
But God how can I focus on you when my child is gone17
what have I done to deserve such a wrong.18
Was I a bad person who sinned way too much19
Was I doomed to this fate like a crippled mans crutch20
Can you as a loving God tell me please why21
you can say its ok for my child to die22
How can you know the pain I have been through23
"I know this my daughter because I've lost a child too"24
"My Son I have given to die on the cross25
he died for the sins of all of the lost26
He knew that someday an unborn child would die27
and because of this loss you would bitterly cry"28
"But to say that I don't understand your loss29
when I watched my son die on the cross30
When I had to turn my back to his fate31
Because of all of the sins to this date." 32
"Your child is healthy and happy and strong33
in Heaven with Jesus is where she belonged34
Someday you'll see her and through all your tears35
know she was happy with us all of those years."36
My loss is still great I can not pretend 37
but my babies in heaven have Jesus as a friend38
Someday I will see them all happy and free39
Where we will spend all eternity40
A sadness comes over me whenever I think41
about what I long for small pretty and pink42
that precious little bundle that God did not send43
But I think it has turned out ok in the end.44
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