Have you ever had a best friend? Ever felt that love and trust some people spend their whole lives looking for? I have and like the idoit I am I throw it all away.1
I had a best friend. No, thats an understatement I had the perfect friend, but like always I throw it all away. Why? do you ask,because I sabatage every friendship I have ever had or will have. Reason: Someone like me doesn't deserve friends. I will only hurt them, I will only mess it up, I will only ruin their lives like I have mine. They don't know it but it's for the best a saviour for them.2
So this is an apology to anyone I have ever hurt, to anyone I have ever messed something up for and especially to anyone I have ruined their lives.... Im sorry
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You DO deserve friends, you HAVE NOT ruined this friendship, I refuse! I am one stubborn ass american, who does NOT give up!!!!!!!!! I will keep gluing broken and shattered pieces back together over and over again until everything is set right. How else do you think I got together with Justin?

