February 12, 19611
Dear Diary,2
It's been about three weeks since my divorce with Arthur. I can't believe that we didn't work out. Out of all the people in my life that came with my fame he was the only one to have realized that I was more then my appreance. He [Arthur Miller] wouldn't have married me if I had been nothing but a dumb blonde. I should have known that we were going to end! I thought about how many times I have been married and are ashamed of it. None of them have worked out. I guess it’s me! Everyone must think I’m pretty but that’s a lie. I’m not! Why people call me a sex goddess is a mystery that I can’t figure out. No one wants me! No one cares! I have loved so many men and each time my heart ends up beneath their or my feet being crushed. I should give up on love. What the hell! I should give up on life too. Every relationship I have falls apart. Even some I was never in! Oh Clark my childhood fantasy gone. How should, no HOW CAN I GO ON? Maybe this is all in my head. Get out Get OUT GET OUT!!!!!! I need to get a grip. Clam down Marilyn. I think I should stop writing. I need to take something to calm down.3
Marilyn4
Author notes
I was just watching a speical on Marilyn Monroe about her troubled life. I wanted to do the bad side of her. I wrote from her view what she thinks of herself and what she thoughts others did too. There was an event where a Dr Hyman Engelberg pumped her stomach after an overdose when the Miller marriage broke up, also shortly after the death of Clark Gable. So I thought I should write an entry about her thoughts before the overdose . I 'm just going to write that I think that in the end she was murder but she did try to kill her self many times before. Also I used an autcal qoute by the actress the line He [Arthur Miller] wouldn't have married me if I had been nothing but a dumb blonde. I wanted to make it seem real
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brilliant
excellent, fortunately I don't remember her, all I know she was absolutely stunning and her films are good, what a tragedy, while the great figures in this world -
wow really interesting. I am very interested in Marilyn Monroe and her death and have read books about her. this sounds like it could be her, you did a great job. Write more entries, I would love to read more! Thanks for entering and good luck! You should make a sequel to this!
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good
goodness! wow! i remember most of her movies and autobiaugraphy..
sobut who no's maybe it was right on the nose!!
close to her real life.. very nice.. -
Wow this is amazing the way you put Marilyns life into words of your own its brilliant very wowing affect the images were sobering and excellent awsome job
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WOW!!! This is so cool!!! I see you definitely put a lot of thought into this and I think you did an excellent job!!! Very well written and thought out!!!! I have always found Marilyn Monore's life story to be very fascinating, so I especially appreciated this! I think this is excellent!
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A+
this brings you into dept of Maryilns really screwed up life! This is a wonderful story from the view of her. I love it. I am obessed with Marilyn and it's amazing how you write from her view!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN GOOD WRITE
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