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I met him when I was just 9 years old he was my mothers close friend she started talking to him at the pub when she realised her marriage was disintegrating from all the abuse of hitting and being hurt it was too much so she confinded in this man he lived just 2 blocks away. We went over one day after school after walking back with my mum he was nice at first would talk to me and stuff the usual niceness you would get because he was friends with your mum.His dogs were cute then my dad moved out when I was 10 and it was cool cause it meant my dad couldnt bash me as frequently so i was happy.2
Then andy started coming over at night times and he and mum would drink and he would smoke weed ,he would try to touch me at first i didnt know it was wrong i was so young,he would touch me while i was sleeping in my room then he started buying me clothes and jewellery this happened until i was eleven then he moves to darwin but he came back soon enough when i was 12, and it kept on happening again and again i tried to scream but no sound ever came out ,i got used to it after awhile i didnt even realise it was wrong ,he just kept on doing it he never left me alone i felt so worthless and useless,i didnt want to be alive,i became a self cutter ,i was addicted to drugs and alcohol,it was alful.3
This happened untill i was 15 he hits me at 16 i became pregnant because one of my boyfriends raped me andy which was his name he hurts me as well i felt useless then in 2004,i had my boyfriend adam over and he cut sick at me went mental because i wouldnt let him touch me at all he never liked it if i was going out with someone,it was so fucked then he came back again this year the start of it,he keeps trying to hurt me i have been scared for life and i have been so much that i can't even comprehend how much my life has been fucked up i have been through so much and i can't right anymore ,i don't want to remember this its too hard for me4
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Hey I kno it takes a lot to be able to express yourself but honestly it does help relieve sum of the pain but I do wanna think u for sharing this and all and sry this happened well keep up the good work thanks!
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"i was so young i didn't even know it was wrong".... yeah... i know how that is..
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I think you're all being too harsh - i say well done for entering and writing it all down, in fact I applaud you. Yes it's not structured and doesn't follow any poetry/paragraphing rules, but this isn't some fictional story she's thought up, this is a real story, real pain.
I very much doubt any of you have ever been through anything as horrible as this, and if that was me I couldn't write a word.
And actually I think the unstructuredness makes the emotion of the story more painful for the reader, because it just pours out, and then stops aburbtly when it shuts off.
This is the bravest piece of work I have ever come across. I cannot stress how wonderful it is that you've done this
Good luck with everything
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I understand what you're trying to say, but you need to write it more clearly. I'm sorry this was hard for you to write, i apologise if it's my fault at all. What you had to go through was very sad. IM if you need an advice or just want someone to talk too, I wll listen.
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how sad. I am so sorry what you went through. I hate guys who hit girls. i was abused when i was younger to. You must have gone throught so much
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