I never wanted this to happen. I was trying to help every one with what I was choosing to do. Its not my fault, every one complained how bad things were. I thought maybe if I did this things would get better, but I guess I was wrong because now I lay in a hospital bed. People asked me why I did this, and why I chose this path. They said this would never help, and that this would make things worse for me. Aparently it did. I lay with a feeding tube down my throat. 1
I hear nurses gossip about me when they think I'm asleep. They would say things like "Shes 17 and only weighs 97 pounds, shes just another anerexic thinking shes fat. Maybe eveny trying to get attention." These things arent true! I tried to make things better by doing what I did! They always complained about not having enough money so I stopped eating. 2
Tears are coming down my face as I hear my parents yelling and screaming at eachother behind the door. This is my fault, I just caused more strife in my family. I tried eating again, but I just puked it up. I couldnt hold any food in. It was disgusting.3
Things were getting bad with this I knew it. I couldnt do anything about it. My parents couldnt afford the professional help I needed so I wouldnt say anything about it. I begin thinking maybe i did need to lose weight. And that I still needed to lose weight. I stopped eating on purpose. I would throw it out my window hoping I wouldnt get caught. If i did get caught then they would make me eat. I cant risk that. Food and me dont add up. It'll make me fatter than i already am.4
Getting out of my bed I look in the mirror. Oh man, I'am fat. I start to cry and cant stop. . .I fall on the floor. Blood starts coming out of mouth. And I have a horrible stomache pain. I cant help this. My head starts to spin for its my time for my life to end.
Author notes
Ummm yes I'm anerexic but. . .never serious like this. It may not be good but i tried my best. I couldnt think of anything else to do besides self harm but quite a few people already wrote a story about it. hope u enjoy it! Its really bad and it doesnt exactly give the immpresion of addiction, but the best i could come up with for now.
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Comments
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This was really good. i agree with crazy, it is missing a few things. it seem like it was jumping around the story.
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I liked it...Its like a preview to a longer story. I really want you to write another one of this with more details and more information. It is an excellent storyline. But its missing some things.
This reminds me of one of the books I read. Cut. Its a awesome book. A story in 3 chapters and has causes from being anorexic. So yeah check that out.
Anyways, I really liked it...I WANT MORE!
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I liked it. If you want, and if you haven't submitted two stories yet, yu can add another one about self harm. It was a good story that you wrote here, and I know what it's like to be anorexic, but I don't think it explained what was going on enough for it to be in the finalist's lists. Good storyline though.
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